it can get better or worse, it can go my way or it wont.
all i can do is work hard or waste time. worry or work hard. stress
or work hard. at the end of the day, the only reasonable option is
to work hard. even if i cant find the energy. long run over current
feelings. head over heart.
You really don’t
understand, do you? I don’t want whatever I want. Nobody
does. Not really. What kind of fun would it be if I just got
everything I ever wanted? Just like that, and it didn’t
mean anything. What then?