how can you sit there and tell me there's a god and how all
good things come from something bad. they're ten years old .
and your telling me everything will work out for the best?
you're joking right.. I have to sit here now and listen to my
brother cry all night and not knowing how or if it would work
trying to comfort him because his best friend is dying and no one
can stop it. She's dying shes ten years old and she isnt going
to make it any longer. she'll never go to prom, never have
kids, never get married, never fall in love, never sneak out, never
break the rules, never live, never grow up. she was so close to the
family she was like a cousin. her and my brother were best friends
before and all while she was diagnosed... not only his her little
brother not going to grow up with a loving sister, he's five
years old.... no five year old should lose his sister. what about
her parents they lost so much all ready and now their actually
daughter?? is this some kind of sick joke. becase i think this is
complete crap. Now i know right this second she is alive but
tomorrow she might not be here.. she could leave us at any time the
doctor said. shes ten years old where is the good in that? please
someone tell me becuase i cant find it anywhere and i never will.
because the rest of my life i have to sit here and watch my little
brother grow up without a best friend. i have to watch him cry and
i have to watch him hurt i cant help him. i really cant &
seeing someone you love more then anything in the whole world hurt
so badly and theres no way you can change it or help them is
probably one of the worst feelings in the whole entire world.. i
cant help emily get better.. i cant take my brothers pain away. all
i can do is remember how happy he was to see her and how exicted he
was when he cold visit her and how close they were when she wasnt
sick. theres nothing to do but mourn... I'm so sorry
raymond.. i wish i could stop all this from happening, but i
can't. i cant make things better i cant tell you
it'll be alright i cant tell you that you arent going to
remember this the rest of your life i cant help you and its the
worst thing in the whole enitire world.