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Im so heartbroken and confused im trying to hold it in but i can't think and speak clearly anymore
.....thanks to you....thanks to you i don't think i can ever love or give anyone a chance  ....ever
....i hate you...I HATE YOU!!!
why can't you just go away?
...why do you stay here and bother me and say you love me..
you care about me...and that im the only one
.....WHY WONT YOU GO? YOUR KILLING ME!! ... with everything ....
so im going to stay silence ..and not say a word to you
even though it kills me and hurts like $#it
... these are my last words to you
...for the love you said we had
and that we would be together for ever
i can't and i wont be with you i thought we would
be together till the end
...i really did...
...i really did think we would .....

Thanks for being a true friend and being there

when i need you and your help, and ignore me

as if we where back in elementary i just hope

you aren't like the rest of my'friends'....really?

Do you think its right for your 'Best Friend' to tell you this...'if you start going back out with him im not going to talk to you anymore"

(like back as if we where in freken elementry school all over again)-_-

....and insted of not being there and helping you cause you don't know what to do or anything and you feel stuck and sad confused and everything

....and for your 'Best Friend' says that she dosen't want to have anything to do with you any more and says to you that she can't believe tht you would chose a guy over your friends

...and walks off with out giving you the chance to say anything...and make you think if your really being like that

....but when she doesn't even talk to you or hang out with you anymore and keeps things from you like your nothing

...and out of no where she comes to you and tells you off cause your starting to fall back inlove with your ex again

UGHHHH!!!!  

Today was the first day that i ever cried in front of people that i don't really know my best friend said that she dosen't want to talk to any more because im starting to talk to my ex....i thought out af all people she would be here helping me to figure out what to...or just pull me out of something that im stuck in but ... now people that don't know like she dose seem to care more on how i feel and wonder whats worng ... thanks for being a true friend and just leave me and ignore me like im nothing

 I cry these tears with out any reason.. alone in the dark..

evanescence!!<3

Yeah okay I know I know what you've been through and what your going threw okay i'll just get the hell out of your life so I dont make even worse