❝until i feared i would lose it, i never loved to read. one does not love breathing.❞
❝babe, you're a disney princess, just going through the sad feature part of her film.❞{my bby, dee.}
∞❝and if you don't
like me, as i do you;
i understand.
because who would
really choose
a daisy, in a field
of roses?❞∞
⚓ an awkward and depressed teenage girl named mackenzie whom is obsessed with bands, books, youtubers, and pizza. and michael clifford. ⚓
☠one direction; 5 seconds of summer; sleeping with sirens; all time low; blink-182; a day to remember; black veil brides; counting crows; fall out boy; falling in reverse; green day; mayday parade; my chemical romance; panic! at the disco; pierce the veil; troye sivan; danisnotonfire; amazingphil ; tyler oakley; connor franta; iisuperwomanii; joey graceffa; johnie guilbert; kyle david hall; bryan stars☠
there's this boy i know.
we've been friends since we were younger.
his parents, are divorced though.
so he lives with his mom, a couple states away.
i only see him once every two years or so.
i saw him yesterday.
we talked for hours, and it was 1 am when my mom made me leave his house.
he's antisocial, like me. so it was hard for us to start
talking.
but i've never had a bigger crush on anyone.
and my hands are shaking,
as i nervously stratch at my scars.
and i think i've found a reason to live another
year.
him.
im under so much stress right now.
im leaving tomorrow for camp, and ill be gone a week.
no internet for a week.
i wont be stable.
im having an anxiety attack from all the stress;
i only just started packing.
i have to wake up early tomorrow to finish.
my friend met johnnie guilbert today.
you dont know how bad i want to meet him.
he gets me. i get him. ugh im shaking bye.