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it makes me really upset when people say
"thigh gaps are ugly"
"skinny people are disgusting"
"why would you want to be skinny when you can have curves"

bc you know what?
im naturally skinny. i eat like a pig, and only do a few excerise hours a week. i have been on carb diets and stuff and nothing has helped me gain weight. my thigh gap is natural. its bc my hip bones are wide, making my thighs farther apart from each other. NOT because im too skinny. i was perfectly fine with my body, i liked it, i really did, but then when i read those three sentences up there, i have tried a lot to change my body.
if you have a curvy body, and you like it, please do not take down the ones who cant help having a smaller body type.
this is who i am.
and saying
"if you have a thigh gap, thats nasty."
is JUST as bad as saying
"if you don't have a thigh gap, thats nasty."

I can't live without you,

it's so hard telling someone you don't like them back..

that one girl in my class who picks on me everyday. 
if you have nothing to say, don't say it.
if you're going to compliment me, don't say it sarcastically and laugh..
you may think it's funny now, but you'll regret it later on. 

I made this account because i needed to tell someone about this :(
its a long story, but please read on because i dont think anyone really cares..
Okay so..
I've been crushing on this guy for about a year. My best friend started crushing on him a few months ago. We both promised that niether of us would date him or flirt or anything like that, because it wasn't fair. Later on, I find out that they are going to prom together, she asked him. I tried not to let my jealousy and pain show, so i let them. The day after that, they went on a date and were boyfriend and girlfriend. Still, hiding my jealousy & pain. It's been a few weeks since their relationship started, and they're telling each other they love each other and theyre holding hands, and buying each other romantic things, and going on tons of dates.
I can't do this anymore.
I've waited too long to tell her that I don't like how she completely broke the promise and I want to tell her that I still like him. I can't now. That'll ruin their relationship and they're both good friends of mine. My crush and my best friend both go to me for advice and it's so hard to give them my best advice because i don't want it to happen..
I don't know if I'm overreacting..
My crush is my best guy friend, and i know ill never get any closer now, even if he breaks up with my best friend, i can't date my best friends ex..
I don't think anyone will really care..
But if you have at least read all of this.. then I love you.

Please.. advice? :(