AJ668

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Joined: September 6, 2010
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Gender: F
Hello beautiful people, I'm AJ and I am 16. Music is my everything. I'm a runner and I love it. I love coffee and cuddling and thunderstorms. I enjoy long walks in the afternoon and gazing at the stores. I love oversized sweaters and moccasins and chocolate covered strawberries. I'm a hopeless romantic. I'm hopelessly awkward and insecure. I hate my body and I hate my awkwardness. Thanks for checking out my page.

Quotes by AJ668

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we've all got out broken strings but we try our best not to think about those kinds of things,
i find myself thinking about how dark and swampy your eyes get in november and june.
i find myself thinking about how the hottest stars are always white and blue.
i wonder about love sometimes, and the bodies i've seen it come in; how when we've hit the light we never stay for long.
maybe our bodies weren't built for this, but i'll never be sorry for all the feelings that i bear in all the places they cannot fit.
sometimes, when i listen carefully, i think i hear you singing.
maybe it's just the sound of the wind hitting our broken strings, 

but this world is a very lonely place if you never learn to love broken things.


 

When you look in the mirror, and don’t like what you see.
Then, you’ll know what it’s like…
TO BE ME.

 

No matter how rough the sea.. 

I REFUSE TO SINK

 

Sometimes;  when  I   l o o k  at  you…  you  l o o k  away.  Like  you’re  afraid  of  what  might  happen 
i f  y o u  l o o k e d  a  s e c o n d  l o n g e r. 

By the time I was your age, I'd give anything to fall in love, truly was all I could think. That's when I met your mother. The girl of my dreams, the most beautiful woman that I'd ever seen, She said..

"Boy, can I tell you a wonderful thing? I can't help but notice you staring at me, I know I shouldn't say this, but I really believe I can tell by your eyes that you're in love with me."

And now, son, I'm only telling you this because life can do terrible things.

And now most of the time we'd have to too much to drink. We'd laugh at the stars and we'd share everything. Too young to notice, and too dumb to care, love was a story that couldn't compare. I said..
"Girl, can I tell you a wonderful thing? I've made your a present with paper and string, open with care, now, I'm asking you, please. You know that I love you, will you marry me?"

And now, son, I'm only telling you this because life can do terrible things. You'll learn one day, and I hope and pray that God treats you differently.

She said.. "Boy, can I tell you a terrible thing? It seems that I'm sick, and I've only got weeks. Please don't be sad, now. I really believe that you were the greatest thing that ever happened to me."

Slow, so slow, I fell to the ground on my knees. So, don't fall in love. There's just too much to lose. If you're given the choice, I'm begging you choose to walk away, walk away. Don't let it get you, I can't bear to see the same thing happen to you.

And now, son, I'm only telling you this because life can do terrible things.

-Mayday Parade.-

I've loved the ones who were wrong.
and I've lost the ones who were right.
 

It hurts when the people you think will never leave you, are the first people who do.
It hurts when the people you trust, are the people who stab you in the back.
It hurts to lie, everytime someone asks you 
"Are you okay?"
It hurts when you can't explain to anyone how you feel.
It hurts when you realize that they wouldn't care anyway.
It hurts when you feel alone.
It hurts to feel like you're not in control of your life, like you're a puppet, and other people are holding the strings.
It hurts when it feels like everyone's against you.
It hurts to feel so small.
It hurts to fall apart.
It hurts when you start crying, and you can't stop, and you don't have the power to stop.
It hurts to know that life doesn't get easier as you age, as the years go by.
It hurts to feel ugly.
It hurts to want to run away.
It also hurts to know that no one would chase you if you did.
It hurts to feel unworthy of love.
It hurts to be afraid to open up.
It hurts to not want to eat, because you don't want to gain weight.
It hurts to feel fat.
It hurts to feel like you're not going to be loved based solely on what you look like.
It hurts to not have a shoulder to cry on.


It hurts to be broken.
                       
      
Here I am;

with all my heart, with all my soul. With all my love, with all my hate 
with all my emptiness, with all my grief, with all ,my sorrow, with all my flaws, with all my hurts, with all my fears,  with all my scars, with all my tears, with all my lies, and all my failings, with all my broken dreams, with all my smiles, with all my reasons, with all my lies. With all my hope, with all my aspirations, with all my regrets, with all my imperfections, with all my faith, with all my frowns, with all my losses, with all my wins, with all my selfishness, with all my defeat, with all my broken-ness, with every beat of my heart,  with every step that I've taken, with every mistake that I've made, with everything I regret, with every word left unsaid, with my beaten up heart. with a head that's not on straight. With every loss, every win, every fight, every sin. Everything that I wish that I could ever be, With all my insecurites and all my pain. With all my embarassments, and all my shame. 

This is who I am.

Love me, or hate me. But accept me how I am.

You  know  my  name, 
..n o t
 my  story
.

You've   seen  what  I've  done,  
..n o t  what  I've  been  through.

..Be  in  my  shoes,
 . .Y o u ' d  f a l l  i n  t h e  f i r s t  s t e p  

No one is afraid of
heights.


They are afraid of the
fall

-


No one is afraid
to play.

 
They are afraid to
lose.

-


No one is afraid of the
dark.


They are afraid of what's
in it
.


-

No one is afraid

to say I love you
.


They are afraid of the response.

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