ALittleGirlWithABigSecret

In this last year i've been through hell I've been around & seen you're doing well. It's great that you have been so damn strong while I'm still tryna figure out where we went wrong You broke my heart, Without even trying. It tore me apart, inside I was dying. But I got out alive, I have the scars to prove it. After all this damage, my heart is till beating for you! I probably should've moved on, but I'm just not that strong. I miss you so much that it hurts, I wish I had told you sooner. It breaks my heart to think we'll never be the same. My heart has begun to sink, you've changed me in so many ways. I never thought I'd be the one falling asleep to thoughts of you. Wishing on shooting stars, a wish that will never come true. I've been a mess in this last months, playing back all these memories. Crying into my pillow thinking: What the hell is wrong with me? But I got out alive, I have the scars to prove it. After all this damage, my heart is till beating for you! I probably should've moved on, but I'm just not that strong. I miss you so much that it hurts, I wish I had told you sooner. I thought we were gonna last forever, but honestly, darling, I should have known better. It's killing me that you're with her. While I sit at home falling more & more for you! How could you do this do me? Remember all the promises you made? I guess that you didn't mean anything you said My dreams are starting to fade.

Little girl big secret
confession #28
Three new scars. Thanks.

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Little girl big secret
confession #26
The song "A Little Bit Stronger" by Sara Evans reminds me of him. I cry everytime.

Little girl big secret
confession #25
2 years ago, in January, he asked me to be his Valentine. He was older & I felt amazing. I talked to him everyday. I started to like him. My friend told him, he stopped talking to me. He would ignore me for months & then randomly talk to me. He would tell me he liked me and then, he would like someone else. Summer 2011, he asked me out & I was so happy. I dated him for a month and he ignored me & started saying things about a younger girl he liked. I asked him if he liked me, he wouldn't answer. I broke up with him. A month later, someone else asked me out, we've been dating for a month, but part of me will always like the first guy. He'll be the death of me. 

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Little girl big secret
confession #23
My grandpa died on October 25th, and we just found out. I haven't seen him in 10 years. I never really knew him, & now I never will. If it weren't for him, I wouldn't know how to play guitar. I feel a deep connection with him, even though I don't remember him, and we weren't of blood relation (my dad was adopted). He gave me the best gift ever. Music. RIP Papa Jack.

Little girl big secret
confession #22
I hate Thursdays because that's the one day that I don't get to talk to him.

Little girl big secret
confession #21
<Today I spent an hour curling my hair & my "bestfriend" said I look retarded. Thanks.

Little girl big secret
confession #20
When I said all those things & told you to never talk to me again, I said it because I was hoping you would fight for me .
Since you didn't, I guess it's for the best.