ALonelyLoner

I'm the kind of person that everyone HATES. I WISH I could just find a cold hard place to die. But you're always here with ME. I don't know WHY. But I wish you could ALWAYS be here. I MISS YOU. And you're GONE... because of me..... :'( You might STILL be here...if I was a BETTER person,  if I never met you....... if I never BROKE your heart..... you're always on my mind </3

You know how people ALWAYS try to put others down for their own benifit? Well, just don't listen to them. Even if they say "I did your mom last night and she liked it" (or anything like that). NEVER, and I mean NEVER listen to them. I've gone through that, and I know.. It. Hits. Home. But like i said, don't listen to them, they have no idea what they're sayin. They have no idea what you have gone through. I might be just like YOU! I've lost friends, made friends, hurt friends, and been HURT by friends. I just wanna be a person that people like. it's hard. And i just started my first day of highschool. I have no clue what might happen, but I'll make the best of it. Don't let people put you down, stand up for yourself, but make no conflift. Think, "I'm better than them, i don't try to put people down". You are better than those kinds of people! Make use of it!! I've been talkin to much, but listen to my words. NEVER LET PEOPLE BRING YOU DOWN, AND NEVER TRY TO BRING PEOPLE DOWN. Thank you.

Life aint always beautiful, sometimes it's just plain hard. Life can knock you down, it can break your heart. Life aint always beautiful, you think you're on your way. It's just a dead end road at the end of the day. But the struggles make you stronger, and the changes make you wise. And happiness has it's own way of takin it's sweet time. No, life aint always beautiful, tears will fall sometimes. Life aint always beautiful, but it's a beautiful ride. Life aint always beautiful, some days I miss your smile. I get tired of walkin all these lonely miles. And I wish for just one minute, I could see your pretty face. Yes I can dream but life don't work that way. But the struggles make me stronger, and the changes make me wise. And happiness has it's own way, of takin it's sweet time. No life aint always beautiful, but I know I'll be fine. Hey life aint always beautiful, but it's a beautiful ride. What a beautiful ride......

The pain I caused so long ago, will never deminish, but only grow. The hearts I broke stay inside me, while the crying people try to find me. I try to forget about what I did. People searching while I hid. But now I face the falling tears, no matter if they've fallen for years. This is my story. Now you know. As my scars begin to show....