ANewChapter

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Katie Grant.

^yeah. that's me. simple katie.

wanting to know a bit about me?
okay well, im 13, totally in love,
happy+sad. ive been in traped in
my own emotional state for far too
long now&im desperatly trying to
reach the surface of this nightmare.
im confused. i dont understand life,
nor why things ever happen. but im
pretty certain they happen for a reason.
lifes unfair. you learn to live with it.
you have no other choice.

MyPast?
hm..well i guess im just like you.
i've made many,many silly little
mistakes that have cost me dearly.
one imparticular thats quite recent.
but im done with dwelling on the past.
maybe things will change between us
someday..but till then ill continue to
convince myself that ill be okay.
although i know deep down its eating me
alive. i cant change whats happened.
Hates?
when people abuse what they have
and how perfect things are for them.
i hate more than anything when someone
wastes something that someone else
would literally kill to have. oh&also
attention seekers. hate them.
EmotionalState?
unstable to say the least. im up and
down constantly. ive never quite been
the same since a few months ago,
but what will be shall only make me
stronger..i guess. my mental state
has improved drasticly since i now know
how cruel society and other people can be,
you learn to live with the day to day heart-
break. it's just a part of life.

i'd like to think i am a good listener,
so any worries,queeries,problems,
comment!


so i guess now you know my story..
but dont you dare for a second think
you can judge me.


 

Quotes by ANewChapter

 



No one has the right to change you.&its imperative you remember this.
because once they have got inside your head,their voice will never leave.
the voice's of fear and judgement, are often the most deadly.
so you tell me now, why would you ever change for someone when your already perfect? ♥

 
 


 they all say that they're crazy to fall in love,
that they're too young,
that they dont know what they're doing,

-but they're happy.
and thats all that matters, right?




 
 
 
boys;listen up.
so i hear you've been giving girls a hard time. its not just one of you, its the billions that wonder the earth,clueless. maany,many of you have been trusted with the precious heart of a special girl, well let me tell you something, you managed to break that into a million pieces. and you knew nothing about it. you wonder why you have a reputation as being a dick, well you created that. dont even try to blame it on us,you do that enough as it it. so you sod off with you'r mates,pretending to be hard and not care about her, well let me tell you something. shes much better off without you.. i guess what im trying to say is just dont let her down
its really not that hard
 



another wasted day thinking about him.
another wasted hour wishing i'd done things differently.
another week of not talking.
another year of misery.
another bullet taken when your with her.

-i dont mean to be a bore.
i just love you.





 
 
 
 
all she's ever wanted is
someone who will understands her past,
believe in her future,

&accept her just the way she is.

i dont want a relationship. no, honestly i dont. i just want to love and be loved. because theres no better feeling than having someone there for you, someone to hold, someone to talk to and someone to love. &it may sound fussy and silly, but i dont want just any kind of love, i want his love. because love like his is so special and so different to the rest. i dont think im asking for too much, or prehaps i am. either way, i'd just like to be loved by him.



No, dont even bother acting off with me. because you dont know what's going on.
Nonono, dont even bother trying to care when you know damn well your the problem.
im just fed up.




 

look at her. so small and petite. so quiet and
shy. Shes all curled up, shes barley there. the latest
victim of the sorrow and hurt of society. Shes
told there just memories now.they cant hurt her.
'unproductive thoughts must be eliminated..'
so shes told. but she doesnt know the truth,
the fact that she has,the desire to dissapear.



 




In a big,big world,
with bright lights shining,
strangers staring and
people judging.
ill always look for you.