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i needs advice. firstly don't judge on my grammar. My boyfriend has this gal friend. She is very very protective. She thinks that my boyfriend and i dont have any more love for each other. "Will you just back off of Tommy!! Like seriously!! Just go away!" her exact words ... so i was wondering if i should back off and leave him alone bcuz of her even tho i do love her or just ignore her completely and stay with him.

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Let him wish his life
For the sorrows of stone
Never knowing the first thread
Of these
Never knowing the pain of ice
As its crystals slowly grow
Needles pressing in on the heart

To live forever
And never feel a thing
To wait a million lifetimes
Only to erode and become sand
Wish not for the stone
But for the fire
Lasts only moments
But change everything

Oh to be lightning
To exist for less than a moment
Yet in that moment
To expose the world to every open eye
Oh to be thunder
To clap and ring
To rumble into memories
Minds and spines

To chill the soul and shake the very ground
Pounding even the sand
Into smaller pieces
Or the mountain
Brooding, extinct
Yet gathering for one fatal moment
The power to blow the top clean off the world
Oh to last the blink of an eye and leave nothing
But nothing unmoved behind you

-Vincent Guilliano

Is it wrong that I still love him? No, I don't think so. Is it wrong that he kissed me and I kissed back? Yes, that is wrong. I love him, he loves me. His mom doesn't like me at all though. He hurt himself because of what his mom said. She said " You can't date her." He has about 10 cuts on his wrist because he can't be with me. I have  on cut on my wrist, but i have hurt myself other ways. I have practically tattooed the word love on my other wrist. Red marks burn my skin. My nails, sharp, scrap against my skin. I am thinking of taking a thumbtack to my skin. I might give myself a permanent tattoo (scar) with his Initials. I know he won't read this for I will hide it. I fear no one will help me, because no one knows I have these things in my head. I think about killing myself, but what stops me is my long-time friend and Him. I love Him and I filled up a page of hurt and pain.

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Hey for everyone who actually reads my quotes i am making a new one then transfering all my old quotes to that one the username is Zagster

A Twisted World Part 2

 I ran so fast towards him it was like i was flying. I caught him and made him turn to face me. I gasped out of surprise. The guy is a girl. That girl is Leslie, Trey's girlfriend. A second after i  took this information in she was dead because of blood loss . . . from me. Trey would've liked the fact that Leslie was dead. In fact, they were a horrible couple. They always fought about little things. Trey was my best friend in the whole world. I told Trey everything, even the fact that i am not most humans. I say this because I have bits of vampire blood running through my veins. My dad is a vampire. My dad's dad was a vampire. My mom is half-vampire.

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A Twisted World
(Part 1)

Off to my left is Trey. Trey is my best friend in the whole world. Little did I know this was the last time I would see him, . . . alive. Just like a lightening bolt a loud bang sounded out and rung through my ears. I see Trey falling to the ground, dead before he hit the ground. I turned to face his killer. Suddenly this feeling over came me. I knew this feeling, I was changing. My canine teeth started to hurt like crazy. I looked up and the killers whole body trembled with fear. Another feeling over came me, this feeling told me this killer had to die . . . by my hand.

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