AbbyShea143

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Joined: September 21, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: December 2
user id: 220053
Gender: F

Abigail Shea.
Ginga for lyfe!
 I speak my mind and say what I think.
And by saying that I will tell you I am a straight up .
Ed Sheeran, Macklemore, Ellie Goulding, 5sos, Ramones,SWS,Marina, Imagine Dragons, Coldplay, Demi, Birdy
Vegetarian up in dis
LG[B]T
If you are agianst gays and gay marriage get off my page.
Silently-breathing.tumblr.com<--- Follow my tumblr.
 




Quotes by AbbyShea143

It devoured her in whole

Consuming every bit of her.

 

It confused her and used her

Took all the good away.

Made it rain when it should have

shined.

It made her thoughts bad,

and her heart old.

It tormented her every single day

It wouldn't let her go.

 

The grasp was too tight,

The pain was too much.

“I can't do it anymore.”

She whispered as she opened

The precious orange bottle.

Counted out twelve and with one

Big swallow they were all gone.

And so was she.

 

It was all my fault,

I couldn't save her

From the monster inside.

[ASW]

 

So basically what happened today at the concert/signing So I live like 2 hours away from where it was going to happen at so we were going to leave at 12 so we could get decent spots at the concert. Well our ride didn’t come until 2. So we are going 70-90 on the interstate no joke. We get there right at 4 and they just walked on stage when we got there. My friend Jacky and I left my other 2 friends to get better spots and we stood on this pillar thing and we could actually see them pretty well. Well they sang How Ya Doin’? Change your life and Wings then got down for the signing. Our plan was to be last in line so we wouldn’t be rushed and could talk to them and such. Well to waste time we went to subway in the mall area. I got a kids meal and they gave me this niffty monsters inc. bag. Well we all signed it and wrote our twitter and ig names on it and then i bought a bunch of candy and put in the bag and my friend Jacky bought a bow for Jade. When I got up there the manager was like “Hey perrie has that dress” and then I talked to Jade some and Jesy. Omg Jesy is my girl crush and at first she was like “Perrie has that dress!” and then I proposed to her with a ring pop and she SAID YES! AAHH! and I gave her to bags of candy. Then got to Perrie and at first she seemed a bit confused and then she was like “I have that dress! haha” oh my god best day of my life. Well we were at the end of the line and this girl who some how got in invited with us that didn’t even like Little Mix has a 7 year old brother that came with us, even though you are supposed to have a wristband they guy said it was okay since he was 7. Well he called LM cute so they all when “aaww” and took an actual picture with him He was the only person they took an actual picture with because they couldn’t and we were at the end of the line. So this girl that didn’t even like them was like “I hated Perrie but now she is so pretty and I love her!” Like no. Just no Well anyway best day of my life basically.
So I met my idols today.

I MET LITTLE MIX! OH MY GOD!

Jesy is my straight up Idol. She is so confident and I can't even

being to fathom how much I look up to her.

I got a ring pop and proposed to her and she said yes.

You're all invited to the wedding!

Here is the link to the pictures from today

http://bumcasta.tumblr.com/post/52181351606/little-mix-signing-in-indianapolis-6-4-13
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*I know I'm going to get a lot of crap for this but it's the way I think.
No, I'm not throughing around Pro Ana or Pro Mia stuff
this is just me and my sickness.
This is the way my brain thinks thanks to a group of people
White lips, pale face
haven't been outside in 3 days

burnt lungs,
nutella taste

lights gone, days end
the internet it my friend

long nights
british men

and they say
she lost in her dashboard

stuck in her daydream
been this way since leeds fest

but lately her test grades
slowly sinking waisting
her friends crumbling like pastires
Ana and Mia may seen pretty and nice at first,
but they'll stab you in the back in a heart beat.







Ana = Anorexica Mia = Bulimia
 


231 days clean
Almost 1 year
I made it that far...
I finally cracked.
I couldn't take it anymore.
231 days.
It seemed only yesterday
I decided to put the blade down.
Now it's gone,
Just like that...



 
       Guys, I feel as ignored as

      a white crayon

      the first piece of bread
      internet explorer
      the terms of agreement
      18+ warning
      Kevin Jonas





NMQ
Normal people: Crying because I miss you
Ed Sheeran: I don't get waves of missing you anymore, they're more like tsunami tides in my eyes

Normal people: You're making me blush!
Ed Sheeran: Tell her that she turns my cheeks the color of my hair

Normal people: We're spooning
Ed Sheeran: We're resembling cutlery

Normal people: My life is falling apart
Ed Sheeran: Her face seems slowly sinking, wasting, crumbling like pastries

Normal people: Marry me?
Ed Sheeran: See, I could do without a tan on my left hand where my fourth finger meets my knuckle