AddictedToLife

Status: heyyyy.
Joined: August 11, 2012
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 324199
Location: Berlin; Germany.
Gender: F




if people were rain, I was a drizzle and she was a hurricane.



" I fell in love the way you fall asleep. 
Slowly, then all at once. "



hello,
my name's nadiya. I'm an overthinker, a pop-punk-rocker (ahaha *cough*) and a writer.



+ You Me At Six, All Time Low, Pierce The Veil, Sleeping With Sirens, Fall out Boy. Spending time on the internet, reading, eating, writing, singing, dancing. Friends, playing guitar, family and sweets, of course.

- drama, divas, homework, work in general, intolerance, selfishness, bossy people and arrogance.




I am a hilariously open person - ask me whatever you wish.
Feel free to talk to me,
kaythanksbye
. <3



 

Quotes by AddictedToLife


I  am  the  problem.

I really, really hate crying in front of people.
You may now think I'm a total wimp, who can't hide any feelings.
You're wrong if you believed so.
I know my pocerface is perfect, it's really not a big deal for me to hide anything. I can lie just as good as you all. I can fake smiles just like that and I can cheer up people even when I'd rather scream my lungs off.
Yes, I'm able to hide it but as soon as I talk to that one person, I feel helpless.
It's like I change within seconds, it seems like I turn into some baby. A whining, scared baby who needs somebody to care about it. 
It's horrible.
Is it bad I get goose-bumps every time I hear her name?
Is it bad I often catcht myself looking at her, watching after her?
Why would it be bad if I cared about her?!
Well, I do. I care a whole damn lot.
Why should I be judged because I love, care about, miss, adore someone? 
What's wrong with that? I think nothing.
Yeah, I love her and there's nothing wrong with that at all.
Yeay, we're still alive.
Oh what a surprise.
When I'm about to
tell someone how much
they mean to me,
I feel the need to plan
the whole situation.
I plan what I'm going to say,
and of course I plan on smiling,
grinning slightly bitter
I had planned to say
'No worries, it's my problem.'
I had planned to walk away, waving.


My plan was perfect.
But of course, I had to screw it up.
I always screw everything up.

I remember everything.
His cute smile, those adorable dimples and freckles.
His gold-ish eyes and his dark hair.
I remember how he told me how much I meant to him.
But I also remember the time he let me down,
I remember when he left me for nothing. He got bored.
Now his smile and his voice,
all the cute things he told me, 
are just memories.
Now I need to move on, even if I still get butterflies thinking of my first, probably first true, love.

I hate being judged.

Everybody hates it.
It's a pathetic thing to do. It hurts people and it's just really, really wrong. 
Everybody knows that. 

But the horrid thing is, sometimes I realize how I judge people.
I judge them by the things I know about them, even by rumors.
Of course I don't judge everyone..
But nevertheless my judgemental side is making me sick.
I am so damn sorry I can't even put it in words. 


 
MusiXmatch's best esxuse for not having a lyrics to a song:
"Lady Gaga borrowed our Lyrics and is using them as a hat."
Do you know that feeling,
when everything you do feels wrong?
And you've really no idea what to do about it,
so you just sit there,
and worry.
You worry about all the other things that you could screw up in your life.
You feel helpless.
So you just pray for it to get better. 
Things I'd wish for if I had a genie:
1. a unicorn
2. more genies
3. long, shiny hair
4. a unicorn
5. perfect teeth
6. a unicorn
7. someone who understands
8. even more genies
9. a unicorn
10. food
11. skinny legs
12. tan skin
13. a unicorn
15. again, more genies!
16. my love to love me back
18. to eat without getting fat
19. a unicorn


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