I have to vent. I've been having these mixed feelings about
this one guy for a really long time. He asked me to go to prom
with him, and I said yes. A few weeks later, our principal told
us that we weren't allowed to bring dates to the dance,
because of something a group did last year. (It was a really dumb
policy, there was still slow dances and stuff.) So, prom was
tonight, and on the first slow dance, he asked me to dance with
him. So we were talking and dancing and laughing and I swore for
a second that maybe he liked me, and maybe I liked him back. A
little while later, me and one of my friends, who is considered
as one of the "popular" kids and people don't
understand why she hangs out with me, he asked her to dance.
Being the third grader that I am on the inside, it crushed me. I
don't think that I like him, but whenever he flirts with
other girls, I get really jealous. Like, not when he's just
talking to them, but when they're full on
flirting. Him and I have been really good friends since
we were little, so it seems weird that I might like him. I just
don't know what to think. I can't tell whether I like him
or not, and it's killing me. I know it's stupid, and
totally not worth fretting over, but I am anyway. If you read all
that, thanks.