Status: hi my name is ali and i am super confusing.
Joined: May 24, 2012
Last Seen: 7 years
Birthday: March 18
user id: 302410
Location: Dubbb'V.
Gender: F
alison dora. 
that's my name, and i have no friends so you can wear it out if you please. 

i like loud music. 

and i think you're swell. 

Quotes by AlDoWh_

holy sh/t.
sup witty. 
long time, no see. 
serendipity: finding something good without looking for it
Can I just name all the things I hate about myself?

-My eyes only look pretty when I use flash on my camera
-My nose is giant
-My forehead is ridiculously big
-My face is covered in acne
-My skin is always oily
-My lips are too small
-I'm afraid of everything
-I sweat a lot
-I wear the same clothes all the time
-I'm fat
-My hair is curly and ugly
-My glasses never stay straight, no matter how many times I get them fixed
-I'm too afraid to cut myself because someone might fine out and get mad, so I scratch myself
-I push people away
-I'm too sensitive
-I'm annoying
-My feet are ugly
-I cry every night, and sometimes I don't even know why
-I'm just ugly altogether
-And so much more that I'm too tired to list...

Goodnight witty.
I'm the kind of girl that gets way too excited over the little things. The girl who when you make her laugh hard enough she snorts, and makes a room full of people fall silent. The girl who would do anything to assure that her friends always have a smile on their face, no matter what kind of day they've had. Sometimes people can get way too wrapped up in the small details they think are important, and they lose sight of the things that really matter in life. The simple gifts.

okay. so. as you can see by my profile picture, i wear glasses. everyone, for some reason, always wants to take them away. and i hate how i look without them. i hate how i look with them, but at least it's a normal amount of ugly. okay. anyway.

today in choir, the guy i sit next to, noah, tried to take my glasses and actually succeeded. i covered my face with my hands, as i always do. he said

"why do you do that? you're pretty."

i couldn't look at him... i just said "no..." and he replied,

"you're pretty with or without your glasses."

idk, it's not that big of a deal but asdfghjkl it was cute idk idk idk
The other day, one of my friends texted me and told me she had a question. I replied "yes?" and she didn't respond for a while and I was upset, so I just went to bed. I woke up to a text that said "I just wanted to ask you how you've been." I replyed, "Well, honestly, I'm falling apart.." She never responded, but she doesn't use her phone in the mornings. Today in class, she looked over and said "Oh, by the way, I never got that text." I told her I'd send it again.

Later in the day, she walked into math and looked at me. She stood up, turned around and hugged me. I smiled and she said

"I don't know why I just did that, but I think you might've needed it."

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i don't know if i'm suicidal.

i'm not sure if i'd act upon my thoughts.. but i'll say this.

if i was walking down the street and a car was coming my way, i'm not sure that i'd actually move out of its path..
i'm literally falling apart.

if something makes me happy, it's ruined in two days maximum.

i skip meals even when i'm hungry.

i scratch myself so people won't see cutting scars.

i have absolutely no motivation to wake up.

i WISH i didn't wake up.

and i hate 100% of myself.