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So last night was my high schools Valentines
Dance. I went with a group of friends. My one goal for the night
was to slow dance with someone. It would be my first slow dance. I
planned what song I wanted to dance to and who I wanted to dance
with. I planned to dance with this guy in my math class to the song
"Safe and Sound" by Taylor Swift. My plan didn't go
as I thought it would. I ended up dancing with a guy I have been
friends with for a long time. First he asked me to dance, so we
grinded but then " It Will Rain" by Bruno Mars came on. I
turned around and asked him to dance and he said sure. So we danced
for the entire song. A lot of our friends and people we know
where looking at us and smiling. It was the highlight of my night.
We danced again later but that one dance ran through my mind all
night. Before we danced though, I saw him dancing and kissing his
ex girlfriend. I thought they were back together until he asked me
to dance. After we danced, my friend told me his ex girlfriend was
giving me dirty looks the whole time. I felt bad because when we
dated in seventh grade, he broke up with his girlfriend for me. I
didn't want to hurt his ex's feeling. Then I started
thinking about how this guy has been my first for a lot of things.
He was my first boyfriend back in preschool, my first kiss, and now
my first slow dance. I think I have feelings for him a again. He
told me last night to text him and i dont know if he told me too as
a friend or because he still has feelings too. My friends say we
look good together and should talk. I dont know what to do though
because last time I dated him I broke up with him because he is my
friends brother. She wouldn't talk to me but last night she
talked to me about it and she didn't seem weirded out or mad. I
just dont know what to do.
Advice?