Dear Victoria (Tori10176)
You are amazing and beautiful... This is my Story, to prove your
not alone in what you went though...
Year/grade Rec/kindergarden (sorry im British): I was bullied and
teased by everyone for the fact i cried alot
and had thantrums and was basiclly a psycopathic 4 year old! XD
(Dont feel bad about Kinder Garden, I mean,
i was psycopathic and I was often thrown out the classroom,
soooo...Dont feel bad)
Year/grade 1: Started to have to see a consilour, Yes at 5 years
old i was visiting a consilour, for anger and
sh//t And i was still teased, i remmeber a boy perposely breaking
my alice band and i was physcially hurt... i h
ad 2 friends thats it! Everyone else bullied me. I also played
date with this boy, it was cute, i cry about it now...
Year/grade 2: I was no better, but I did try my hardest, and
finally my no1. enemy left school, BUT, i was still
teased and told off my friend actually started to be cruel with
me, so i had one friend, one real friend! Also my m
um kicked me out after a bad day off school when i said i didnt
want to live there anymore, luckily she let me
back in! Well my godmother did!
Year/Grade 3: My consilour left, I was soo upset i cried for
days, i needed her! I was still bad and bullied and
YEAR/GRADE4: I finally cleaned myself up and became a good kid,
but i discovered the internet and was
addicted from the age of 8, yes EIGHT years old, and i was
hooked! :( I became psyco and upset and angry
and 100% anti-social at that point! I finally made a few more
friends! Luckily for me! But i was CRAZY, INSANE,
i was angry alot aswell, I would cry for nothing sometimes!
I joined Skype and stuff happened where a guy told
me too take off my clothes and got me too do THE MOST
DISGUSTING THINGS EVER!
Year/grade 5: WORST YEAR EVER, i became suicidal, i gained
anixety, anti social behavious, depression and
sh//t like that, I would often talk to myself, and laugh by
myself (No IM MENTALLY STABLE, Okay maybe not)
I was alsolubtely crazy, i would play alone and just be by
myself! I was bullied no stop! No one cared about me!
Also i almost killed someone, but dont mind about that, IT WAS
NOTHING I SWEAR! I had too see a consilour
but then stopped at the started of year 6! I also had to
see a therapist about stuff I wont talk about! Me and my
friend played truth or dare, and well it got s/xual and i was
hurt badly by my traitorous friend who told the one
person I was in love with, my friend Alicja (im bisexual) i didnt
want her to know!
Year /grade 6: first 6 months were PERFECT, then hal way though
the year, my teacher started been
extremely cruel to me and horrible, literally HORRIBLE, so
naturally i turned back into a bad kid! Also I was
hideous and gained weight and also got extremely pale and started
cutting again, then I had to see a consilour! I
WOULD WRITE ALOT and became angry, depressed, upset, suicidal and
worried, i talked to myself and would
have s//xual nightmares!
Year/Grade 7: I still have too see my consilour but things are
getting better i still have cuts, im doing well but im
still alone and paranoid and angry and betrayed by friends,
scarred with the memories and bruised with hell
and torture of memories and i have a lot of flash backs!
NOW (year/grade 8): Im happy but still scared and paranoid and im
still homicidal and suicidal, i dont feel
loved, but Now i've stopped cutting, i cut if im depressed!
Im happy now that ihave witty, and your quotes have
made me feel good about myself, made me feel happy! and smiling!
YOUR QUOTES HELP PEOPLE, YOU
ARE BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING, words cant say how amazing you are,
your are amazing, not like me, you
will do better then those haters, your a strong person too live
through this , you ARE LOVED AND SPECIAL
AND AMAZING, Im sorry such cr/p happened to a wonderful girl like
you! :) Your amazing, keep smiling girl.. im
here for you!
From Alexis YOUR LOYAL FOLLOWER WHO LOVES YOU TOO BITS!
YOU ARE NOT ALONE!