Livy*

Love, love, love, my lana!

Just know that if other people can have something that beautiful, than so can you. Everyone deserves to have someone like that, and don't let him deny you of having it. xx

Well, I was thinking about giving up and moving into a treehouse with my cat, but your idea sounds good, too. ;)

Well thats stupid. ;) In my opinion, isn't a bad word, and if it was, I don't tthink elementary schools would be teaching about it. And since it is considered to be one, I think Osama Bin Laden aswell as many others should be put in the group, too.
I love Steve, but that absolutely makes no sense! :)

I agree completley

Mine is a bit of a choice.
The first guy is everything I should want. He’s popular, and funny, and cute. He does whatever he wants like his friends, except he lacks the arrogance they carry themelves on. Oh, and he’s sweet. He texting me saying he liked me, and even though I politely turned him down, he’s still trying. He will catch my eye across the room and give me this sweet little smile, or post something cute about me, without actually saying my name, so I wont feel embaressed. He’s everything a girl could hope for and more. I can picture us years from now, holding hands, texting each other late at night.
But then theres this other guy, who is everything I shouldn’t. He’s short, like me. He's blonde and is absolutely adorable. He's what you would call cute, rather than handsome. He's eyes are something you could stare at forever without even realizing it. He'll carelessly talk to me at random times, random days, and it makes my heart melt. He's confident and witty, and he's everything I'm not. He turns the confident, carefree girl I usually am into a a stuttering, clumsy mess whenever he looks at me. As soon as The first guy posted something about me online, you’d think this guy was trying to solve a murder or something. He questioned him endlessly on who he was talking about. He never found out directly, but I am pretty sure he knew the whole time. Or at least, I can hope. He can be cocky and arrogant at times, and teasing, but never mean. He’s truly something else.
I am a jumbled mess of confused feelings. The first guy is everything I should want but somehow don’t, and the second guy is everything I shouldn’t want but do.
This year has been a year specifically set out to find myself. And little by little, I am getting there. If only I could figure this mess out though.

honey I wish I had advice to give!!!! I never been a situation like this... but don't feel like you have to make a quick decision.. I believe that time may sort this out on its own..

Okay, I'm not sure which of these is a bad word....?

Hit/er's considered a bad word

Well thats stupid. ;) In my opinion, isn't a bad word, and if it was, I don't tthink elementary schools would be teaching about it. And since it is considered to be one, I think Osama Bin Laden aswell as many others should be put in the group, too.
I love Steve, but that absolutely makes no sense! :)

I agree completley

Haha, I like your theory! And you really dd help. It's no the embarressing part that is my trouble though; it's that I feel so bad! I really didn't mean to hurt his feleings, but I didn't want to lead him on. I have some very opinionated guy friends who will tease both of us, and I will have to do a ton of damage control to stop them from embarressing him. I just feel so guilty!

Guilt is one of the worst feelings in the world. Sorry, this probably isn't helping at all. I think what you did is better than leading him on. If you had, then you'd be hurting him more. If you lead him on and he finds out that you didn't like him, imagine how he'll feel. You did the right thing. Don't worry.

Of course we can't. I said so myself, I do it all the time, a lot of it without even realizing it. But rules are there for a reason, so we can't just walk around pretending that they are nonexistent. We are suppose to be the ones trying to follow it.

Yes.

Thats great! As for me, well, it's been interesting! Haha, i feel so bad, but this guy texted me telling me he liked me. Gotta give it to him, that takes courage. But I don't really like him, so I just told him that. Really awkard though, and tommorrow is going to be even worse! Haha, not looking forward to it!

Ooooh girl, a guy likes you!!! This is my theory: For every guy that tells you he likes you or tells someone else, there is another guy that likes you, but won't tell anyone. Does that make sense? You have to face tomorrow with a smile! No matter how hard it is or embarrassing, you have to get through with it. And if it's an embarrassing situation, don't overthink things and don't make things worse than they all ready are, because if you do, you'll make things worse. Trust me. I'm extremely awkward and just.... stupid, so I have a lot of embarrassing moments. Thinks will work out. If they don't, then just screw it. Think of life as a book. You messed up on the first page? Then cross it out, and start again. Yeah. I hope my worthless advice helps :)

Haha, I like your theory! And you really dd help. It's no the embarressing part that is my trouble though; it's that I feel so bad! I really didn't mean to hurt his feleings, but I didn't want to lead him on. I have some very opinionated guy friends who will tease both of us, and I will have to do a ton of damage control to stop them from embarressing him. I just feel so guilty!

Guilt is one of the worst feelings in the world. Sorry, this probably isn't helping at all. I think what you did is better than leading him on. If you had, then you'd be hurting him more. If you lead him on and he finds out that you didn't like him, imagine how he'll feel. You did the right thing. Don't worry.

Either or both! :)

Right now life's good, but I haven't heard anything major from my grandma, so I think she's doing well. Or at least I hope she is. I'm visiting her soon, so I'm super excited. You? How are things going on in your life?

Thats great! As for me, well, it's been interesting! Haha, i feel so bad, but this guy texted me telling me he liked me. Gotta give it to him, that takes courage. But I don't really like him, so I just told him that. Really awkard though, and tommorrow is going to be even worse! Haha, not looking forward to it!

Ooooh girl, a guy likes you!!! This is my theory: For every guy that tells you he likes you or tells someone else, there is another guy that likes you, but won't tell anyone. Does that make sense? You have to face tomorrow with a smile! No matter how hard it is or embarrassing, you have to get through with it. And if it's an embarrassing situation, don't overthink things and don't make things worse than they all ready are, because if you do, you'll make things worse. Trust me. I'm extremely awkward and just.... stupid, so I have a lot of embarrassing moments. Thinks will work out. If they don't, then just screw it. Think of life as a book. You messed up on the first page? Then cross it out, and start again. Yeah. I hope my worthless advice helps :)

Haha, I like your theory! And you really dd help. It's no the embarressing part that is my trouble though; it's that I feel so bad! I really didn't mean to hurt his feleings, but I didn't want to lead him on. I have some very opinionated guy friends who will tease both of us, and I will have to do a ton of damage control to stop them from embarressing him. I just feel so guilty!

Guilt is one of the worst feelings in the world. Sorry, this probably isn't helping at all. I think what you did is better than leading him on. If you had, then you'd be hurting him more. If you lead him on and he finds out that you didn't like him, imagine how he'll feel. You did the right thing. Don't worry.

You are just too sweet :) That really made my day. How are things going?

Thank you! what's going on in general or with my grandma?

Either or both! :)

Right now life's good, but I haven't heard anything major from my grandma, so I think she's doing well. Or at least I hope she is. I'm visiting her soon, so I'm super excited. You? How are things going on in your life?

Thats great! As for me, well, it's been interesting! Haha, i feel so bad, but this guy texted me telling me he liked me. Gotta give it to him, that takes courage. But I don't really like him, so I just told him that. Really awkard though, and tommorrow is going to be even worse! Haha, not looking forward to it!

Ooooh girl, a guy likes you!!! This is my theory: For every guy that tells you he likes you or tells someone else, there is another guy that likes you, but won't tell anyone. Does that make sense? You have to face tomorrow with a smile! No matter how hard it is or embarrassing, you have to get through with it. And if it's an embarrassing situation, don't overthink things and don't make things worse than they all ready are, because if you do, you'll make things worse. Trust me. I'm extremely awkward and just.... stupid, so I have a lot of embarrassing moments. Thinks will work out. If they don't, then just screw it. Think of life as a book. You messed up on the first page? Then cross it out, and start again. Yeah. I hope my worthless advice helps :)

Haha, I like your theory! And you really dd help. It's no the embarressing part that is my trouble though; it's that I feel so bad! I really didn't mean to hurt his feleings, but I didn't want to lead him on. I have some very opinionated guy friends who will tease both of us, and I will have to do a ton of damage control to stop them from embarressing him. I just feel so guilty!

Guilt is one of the worst feelings in the world. Sorry, this probably isn't helping at all. I think what you did is better than leading him on. If you had, then you'd be hurting him more. If you lead him on and he finds out that you didn't like him, imagine how he'll feel. You did the right thing. Don't worry.

I really wish I could take away your pain. I'd do it in a second if I knew how.
The best advice I can give you is something I bet you're already doing. Just love her. Prove it to her that you love her, even though I bet she knows. Make each and every day count.
You're in my prayers and if you ever want to talk, you'll know where i'll be xxx

Gosh, if there were more people like you, I think the world would be completely different. It'd be a much better place. Thank you :)

You are just too sweet :) That really made my day. How are things going?

Thank you! what's going on in general or with my grandma?

Either or both! :)

Right now life's good, but I haven't heard anything major from my grandma, so I think she's doing well. Or at least I hope she is. I'm visiting her soon, so I'm super excited. You? How are things going on in your life?

Thats great! As for me, well, it's been interesting! Haha, i feel so bad, but this guy texted me telling me he liked me. Gotta give it to him, that takes courage. But I don't really like him, so I just told him that. Really awkard though, and tommorrow is going to be even worse! Haha, not looking forward to it!

Ooooh girl, a guy likes you!!! This is my theory: For every guy that tells you he likes you or tells someone else, there is another guy that likes you, but won't tell anyone. Does that make sense? You have to face tomorrow with a smile! No matter how hard it is or embarrassing, you have to get through with it. And if it's an embarrassing situation, don't overthink things and don't make things worse than they all ready are, because if you do, you'll make things worse. Trust me. I'm extremely awkward and just.... stupid, so I have a lot of embarrassing moments. Thinks will work out. If they don't, then just screw it. Think of life as a book. You messed up on the first page? Then cross it out, and start again. Yeah. I hope my worthless advice helps :)

Haha, I like your theory! And you really dd help. It's no the embarressing part that is my trouble though; it's that I feel so bad! I really didn't mean to hurt his feleings, but I didn't want to lead him on. I have some very opinionated guy friends who will tease both of us, and I will have to do a ton of damage control to stop them from embarressing him. I just feel so guilty!

Guilt is one of the worst feelings in the world. Sorry, this probably isn't helping at all. I think what you did is better than leading him on. If you had, then you'd be hurting him more. If you lead him on and he finds out that you didn't like him, imagine how he'll feel. You did the right thing. Don't worry.

I tried being so many people, and mentally, t's exhasting.
Now, I am trying to find Livy again, but I feel like I've lost her.
I'm not sure who I am, and this whole year has been about finding myself.
I just wish I knew who I was.

Depends how you do it. 16 if you are doing it as a fraction, 1 if you are using PEMDAS. Haha, I didn't really know how to word the last part...xx

Haha, FINALLY, someone who actually understands my username! Haha! xx

Amazing, wonderful job, gorgeous. I just want you to know that I am awestruck and so proud of you.
I'm here for you, every step of the way. xx

I'm so sorry. He and your family will be in my prayers. Stay strong!♥ xo

It's literally impossible not to love her♥

Happy Birthday!! ♥

Yay, this is so exciting! I can't wait to see it! Mine is AllAmericanGirl! :)