It's
crazy.
I tell myself how much I
don't need this, how much better I am without
you.
but every freaking night I
lay down listening to these stupid love songs
our songs, and our songs, and yeah
our songs.
I'm not over either of
you,
and still. I can't move on with
him,
because I don't think it's
worth it,
he lives so far away, but still..
he's so close.