I
love you. I know we've been apart for months now, but every
time we hang out, alone or with friends, I just want to tell you
how I feel. But I know it'd be weird, and ruin the time. You
meant the world to me, and you still do. If something happened to
you, I'd be the first one to know, first one to worry, and
first one to visit. I want you back. I messed up so much during
our last relationship, and if I could go back in time, I
would; Change everything I messed up on, just to show you how
much I love you. All our fights, I would fix. All our I Love
You's, I would bring back. Keep the good memories, erase the
bad. I just want you to know that although you may not have
feelings for me, I still have a tremendous amount of feelings for
you. If there was something I could do to get you back, I would
do it. Unfortunately, I know there isn't. So I hope you enjoy
your life alone, while I think about you 24/7, staring at my
phone to see if you'll text me.
If I only had the guts to press send,
my life would completely change. <3
nmf