Alter_Ego

I wish I was good at something, just anything;I'm not good at sports. I can't play an instrument for anything. I can't even keep a straight beat; I hate no money and probably won't ever; I'm not very smart; I have nothing that I can say I'm good at; I cannot write a story, my poems come out like crap; I can't draw something pretty cause I see nothing pretty; I'm not pretty at all; I see life as a game and I'm a loser; I just want to make my parents proud someone, anyone proud. Sometimes it feels like I shouldn't even be here because I'm just a waste of space. I'm a juinor going to be a senior next year and I feel like I will never find myself. Sometimes I think I have and I'm nothing. I'm not memorable at all. I'm nothing.

 

  I just want to fall in love,
    to be in love