AlwaysInsideYourHeart

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But I Swear, I Thought You Were Perfect~
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Chapter 4: http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/6677408
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But I Swear, I Thought You Were Perfect
Chapter 7~ Tonight Means Everything [Part 1]

I finally have a date with Brian, and I've just realized, this is my first date. It's after school and I'm standing in front of my closet trying to get ready. I've got three hours until I have to meet Brian in front of the theater, and I'm not ready at all. I figure I should text Drake and get his help. Twenty minutes later, he's here.
Drake: Char what's your emergency?
Me: So you know that guy we sat with first period, Brian?
Drake: Oh yeah, your boyfriend?
Me: Not my boyfriend, but he asked me out. We're going to the movies at six and I have no clue how to get ready for my first date.
Drake: Awwww Char Char has a boyfriend.
Me: Will you just shut up and help me already?
Drake helped me pick out a dress that comes slightly above my knees. It's black with white polka-dots and a black bow on the waist. I put on a pair of white high-tops, curled my hair, and did my make up.
Its just a movie date, but I'm really really nervous. Drake drove me over to the theater about twenty minutes before the date.
Drake: Now Char Char, I want you to behave yourself.
Me: I will, okay? I can barely talk around the guy any way.
Drake: Just be yourself Char, and if he doesn't like you for you, its his loss.
Me: Thanks Drake, and thank you for all the help.
Drake: Of course, have fun, and text me when you need a ride home.
Me: Sure, and thanks again.
Drake picked me up in a little twirl hug and started walking back to his car.
Drake: And Char?
Me: Yeah?
Drake: You look beautiful.
And then he got in his car, and left me to wait a few more minutes for Brian to get here.

I'm still really nervous, I don't want to mess this up.

 





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But I Swear, I Thought You Were Perfect
Chapter 6~ How the Bad Can Become Good

Despite Brian asking about Drake and I being together and having to awkwardly say no, the rest of class went okay. Brian apologized at least five times for asking, but each time I assured him Drake and I are just friends.
After art, Drake has history, and I have english. Drake walked me to class, and I walked into the english classroom alone. I nearly tripped when I saw Brian sitting in there. He looked up from a book and smiled at me, and asked if I wanted to sit with him. My heart was beating so fast I was afraid he might hear it, I get so nervous around him...
Our teacher walked in and introduced herself as Mrs.G
Mrs.G: Since it's the first day back and I'm sure not all of you know each other, we are going to start off the semester with a getting to know you partner project. Pair up, and for the next two weeks, you will spend time with your partner getting to know them better!
Brian: Hey, um, Char? Do you think maybe... you wanna be partners?
I swear I stopped breathing.
Me: Sure, we could get to know each other better, I'd love to be partners.
Brian: So, uh, should we come up with a time to meet up later? You know, maybe like a... a date?
Me: A...date? With you?
Brian: Or we could just work on the project if you want, I don't want to be awkward if you don't want to go out..
Me: Wait, I do want to. Go out, on a date, with you. It sounds really nice.
Brian: Okay, so, maybe a movie tonight, aound six?
Me: Sure, I'd love to.


I have a date with Brian.
Either I'm dreaming, or life suddenly got better.
 








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But I Swear, I Thought You Were Perfect
Chapter 5~ First Days, Drake's POV

I think one of the things I hate the most about school is the first day. You can't get through ten minutes without somebody screaming or someone cutting in front of you for an intense hug of being ruinited. After finally getting through all the people, I made it over to Charlotte behind the gym. I had brought hot chocolate and donuts with me and sat next to her.
One of the most important things you should know about me, is that, well, I like Charlotte. A lot. We're best friends, but if we could be more, I would happily be with her. We've been through so much together and she means the world to me, but I don't want anything to hurt our friendship, so my feelings stay my own.
We spend a half hour together just talking and joking, then walked over to art for first period. When we got into the room, Char kind of froze. I knew she was really nervous for some reason, but I couldn't figure out why until I saw her looking at this guy. His name's Brian, and he seems nice, but I felt jealous to see Char look at him so long.
I tried to remain calm and then since I knew she wouldn't do it herself, I made her go sit  across from Brian. He stared at both of us for a second then complimented our hair. Char introduced us, and Brian brought up the question I had kind of been dreading.
He asked if we were dating.
And of course, we aren't.


 
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But I Swear, I Thought You Were Perfect
Chapter 4~ First Days, Brian's POV

Just another day of school, but it's the first day again so its a lot more loud and annoying. I don't really see anybody I know, so I just head over to my art class for first period. I didn't see any of my friends in that class, so I just picked a random seat and watched people enter the room.
A guy and a girl walked in together, and they both had really amazing looking hair. They kind of reminded you of a punk- anime type thing.
But the girl interested me the most, she was gorgeous, literally stunning. I wanted to say something and introduce myself, but I was too nervous to. Luckily, the guy picked her up and they sat across from me and saved me from having to make an awkward introduction.
I wanted to tell her how pretty she was, but all I could get out was about their hair. She introduced her cocky friend as Drake, and herself as Charlotte or Char.
I thought they were dating and I figured I should ask, just so I wouldn't say something wrong later. But I had already said something wrong. She had the slightest look of horror and shock on her face when I asked if they were together.
I really hope I didn't already mess this up.





Sorry it's kind of short,
this is Chapter 3 again,
but in Brian's point of view.
After Drake's POV the story
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But I Swear, I Thought You Were Perfect
Chapter 3~ First Days

Now that you know the basics about me and Drake, I can finally start to tell you my story. It starts on the first day of Junior year, back to school now that summer is over. The first day is filled with plenty of screaming from the girls excited to see the friends they literally just saw last weekend, but haven't seen in ''forever''. Manuevering my way through embracing couples, annoying screamers, and the assorted other people I go to school with, I finally make it to the wall behind the gym where I sit with Drake everyday. He isn't there yet, so I take out a notebook and keep a tally of how many people annoy me on the first day back. School hasn't even started yet and the number has already hit 27.
Drake sits down next to me about five minutes later with two hot chocolates and some donuts.
Drake: Good morning Miss Char, guess who brought you a delicious treat this morning?
Me: Hmmm I dunno, Johnny maybe?
Johnny is friends with Drake and me, he's a Sophomore though so sometimes we call him Little Johnny.
Drake: Nope Char, it's meee. You're a terrible guesser, maybe I shouldn't share my delicious donuts with you.
I swear Drake gets more cheeky every day.
Me: Well then I guess I'll just have to add you to my list of people who annoyed me on the first day if you're gonna be rude.
Drake: Pshh come on Char, you know you love me. And donuts.
Me: Well I do love donuts.
We spent the next half hour just eat and catching up about whatever we had missed with eachother over the weekend. Then the bell rang for school to start and Drake and I walked over to our first class of the day, art.
As soon as I walked in the room, the first thing I saw was him. Brian was in the same art class and me and Drake. I didn't realize that I had held my breath, until Drake asked if I was okay. I was a little stunned that Brian was in our class and I felt like I couldn't move.
Drake: Hey, Char, wher do you wanna sit?
Me: Um, I-I don't know, wherever you want is fine.
I think Drake must've figured out by now that I have a thing for Brian, he is my best friend after all. He just kind of understands things without me having to tell him sometimes.
Drake: Come on Char, let's go sit near your boyfriend.
Me: Drake, he is not my boyfriend now shut up before her hears you.
Drake: Aww, let's go sit near him Char Char.
Without giving me a chance to answer, Drake picked me up and put me in the seat across from Brian, and he sat next to me. My heart was beating madly, I was really nervous. And then sometine I never would've guessed could happen, he talked to me.
Brian: Hey, cool hair.
Drake: Thaaaanks, me and Char Char do our hair together, don't we look cuuute?
Sometimes I can't stand this kid.
Me: Thanks, I'm Charlotte, but you can call me Char if you want, and that loser is Drake.
Drake: Char Char don't be rude.
Brian: That's a nice name, I like it. Char and Drake, nice ring to it. If you don't mind me getting kind of personal, are you guys dating?
Oh, great. Just great. He finally talks to me, and he things I'm dating Drake. This is just fantastic. Not.
 


I'm sorry I haven't had a chance to write
lately,  I've been really busy with school.
I prefer to write the speaking parts with
their names in front so it's easier to read
and I don't have to do different POVs for
each chapter. Let me know what you think,
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But I Swear, I Thought You Were Perfect
Chapter 2~ About Me

Since you know about Drake now, I figure you'll want to know
about me. Well, to put it simply, there isn't much to know. I'm
sixteen  years old (so is Drake). The day I was born is April 1st, I
guess its proof that my life really is a joke. My hair is dyed black,
and I've got neon-red stripes in it. My eyes are a dark green, close
to the colour of Christmas trees. I'm about 5 feet and 7 inches tall.
You should see people's faces when they see me and Drake together, the looks we get are hilarious. Like Drake, most of my clothes are black, but I do wear some bright colours sometimes, but I prefer
to wear dark clothes.
I live with my Aunt Patty and Uncle Rob, but it's almost as if I live alone. My earliest memory of my parents is when I was about 5 I think, it was the day they brought me to live with Patty and Rob.
You see, I wasn't exactly a ''planned'' thing, I've always been a
mistake. My parents never really wanted me, so they just raised
me until they could find someone to dump me off with. Rob and
Patty pay very little attention to me, it's almost like I don't exist.
Not that I mind, really, I'm like that to everyone. I've got my own bedroom, I don't have some movie situation like Harry Potter or anything. They don't really feed or watch over me, it's a fend for yourself mentality in their house. To explain better, Rob and Patty spend most of their time drunk with their loser poker buddies. We
all just kinda keep out of eachother's way, and I kind of like things
like that. Sometimes I wish we were a normal ''family'', but I don't need a fake family when I've got Drake there for me.
 







Don't worry, I will get into the
story more soon! It helps to know
more about the characters, Char
and Drake are the main ones, so
other characters wil be described
as they come into the story.
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But I Swear, I Thought You Were Perfect
Chapter 1~ Drake

You know when you first meet someone, and you kind of like them, but they aren't that special to you yet, but you know they will be? That's my story with Drake. He's the closest thing I have to a best friend, and the only person I trust enough to know most of the
things about me.  He's not perfect, far far from it, but to me, he's
all I could want  in  a best friend. Yes, he's 'different', and a 'freak',
and 'weird', but that's just what makes him great. He's always been there for me, always. No matter how many times I mess something up, there he is, right beside me. He's the kind of guy who'll stay up
all night just so you can cry with him, the kind of guy that'll beat up someone who hurt you.
He's got that 'tough guy' kinda personality. He's about 5 feet and 9 inches tall, skinny, and he's got these amazing blue eyes. They're like the grey colour of the sky when it rains, if you mixed it with a blue so dark it's almost black. His hair is dyed black, and the tips are dark
blue too. The only colours I've ever seen him wear are black, blue,
and purple, and people call him 'goth'. But who cares what other people think of you, especially when you've got at least one special person who knows who you really are.
Just like everybody, Drake has a story. He's a lot deeper than most people would give him credit for, not like they'd give him a chance anyway. He doesn't care though, he says he's happy we met so we
can be outcasts together.







Made it longer this time, as the story continues,
it'll be done mostly from Charlotte's point of
view. It'll be easier to follow than multiple
people's versions of what happened.
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But I Swear, I Thought You Were Perfect
Prologue~

My name is Charlotte, but I go by Char a lot.
I guess you could say I'm your average outcast.
I have some friends, but not many I trust.
I've got my own secrets, just like everyone does.
Nobody, not even my family, knows the real me.
Maybe it'll all come out with time,
One of my biggest secrets, are my feelings.
They aren't just any feelings,  they're the feelings for him.
The one's that he'll never find out.
Nobody will ever find out.
They can't, everything would fall apart if anybody knew.
His name is Brian, Brian James Thomas.
And he's perfect, I swear.





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