AlwaysxAxDreamer

Status: Aaaand I still don't know how to smile on command. Oh- and Happy Christmas (:
Joined: March 30, 2012
Last Seen: 6 years
Birthday: June 17
user id: 287708
Location: I migrate between Hogwarts and The Silent City
Gender: F
 
You can take the kid out of the fight but you cant take the fight out of the kid
This is just the best thing ever.
Hello Fellow humans, my name's Jalyn (Jay-Lin). I'm 14 years old, and I'm scared of growing up.
I am fairly bad at these "about me's" so I'll try to get straight to the point and keep the rambling to a minimum.
I live my life in music and books, and I'm stuck in the awkward part in my life where if I don't grow up I'll get screwed over, but if I do "grown up" things such as getting a boyfriend, or express my very grown up views, I'll get judged. So... Yeah, it sucks.
Im an atheist, and I don't ever want kids. Ever.
I'm a proud Gryffindor, a daring dauntless with erudite and candor qualities, and most of all I'm Jalyn.
As I look back on what I've written this far, I think I'm on the verge of rambling! So I'll stop here and give you the chance to get on with your life.

Pro-Animals, Hate People.

[+] Panic! At the Disco, Queen, Linkin Park, Aerosmith, Evanescence, Sock Monkeys, Stephen King, Children of the Corn, Harry Potter, The Hunger Games, The Mortal Instruments, Divergent, Volts Wagons, Sweats, Hoodies&Sweatshirts, Sneakers, Death of the Family, DC, Marvel, Greek Mythology, Ancient Egypt, Cleopatra, Ancient China, Mulan, Milk Chocolate, Hockey, FAIRY TAIL, Freaks and Geeks, F.R.I.E.N.D.S, The Big Bang Theory, Lost, The Office, SNL, American Dad!, Avatar-The Last Airbender, Adventure Time, Putting Mustaches on posters, the list could go on.

[-] High heels, The Color Pink, Modern Cars, Paradoxes, School, When people leave their trash on random shelves in stores instead of finding a trash can, my own laziness, Dinosaur movies, Alien movies, Not being able to fall asleep (every night), mornings, sunlight, saying I'm gonna do something then either forgetting or flaking out.


Quotes by AlwaysxAxDreamer


Mom: What are you doing?
Me: Nothing.
Mom: Are you on your computer?
Me: Yes.
Mom: Practicing math?
Me: No.
Mom: Why?
Me: I'm not emotionally ready.



Don't compare me to other people.
Just don't. 



Me: Wow, I finally got my nails to look perfect. I mean I filed them all even, I painted them, holy crap they almost look fake they look so good.
Nails: *Simultaneously break*
Me: Time to go cry. 



So I've come to the realization that we all go through those really embarrassing fazes that just make us do this full-body cringe and we all seem to think that we're in our prime right now and we're done with our fazes when the truth of the matter is that we could be right in the middle of a horrifying faze right now and not even know it. 



Do you ever have those really productive nights where you suddenly need to clean the entire house, read a couple books, re-paint your nails, try on all the clothes in your closet, maybe experiment with some makeup, write a novel, have a pretend argument with your arsehole teacher, smell all of your perfumes and try not to get confused with all the scents, read another couple books, and go visit a website you haven't gone on in months? 
Yeah, I should probably be sleeping right now. 



When I say "I'm fine" that is not code for "Omg I'm not fine now please hold me and never leave me!" It's code for "I'm fine, now go away."



Okay, when I say that I don't mind facial hair, that doesn't mean that I don't mind that creepy facial hair that reminds me of middle school boys who just had begun growing facial hair so they never shave and it makes them look like an 11 year old rapist. Because that facial hair, I do mind.
Now go shave.



Things that get me angry: 1/1000
My friend is stuck nearly failing a class that is normally her best subject because she has an incompetant teacher. To avoid ruining her GPA, she tries to get a schedule change to get out of said teacher's class. They refuse her because it's "not a serious enough reason" and then hold her responsible for doing poorly even though she's doing everything she can.
This happens way too often.



Half the time I'm not sure if I'm swiftly maturing or if I'm aging backwards.



Are you sure it's too late to not be a child again?