Dear You,
So, it's been six days since we talk
last, and I know to any other person that wouldn't seem
like a long time, but to me, it literally feels like forever. I
miss you so much. It's just the fact that we'll never
talk again that kills. You obviously don't understand how
much you hurt me..or you do understand, you just don't care. I
think that's it. And that's why I question why I care
about you so much, why I feel so much for you. It's crazy,
really.
I haven't even met you and I love you more than anyone I
have met personally. It feels like I've known you a
lifetime. But yeah, here I am, starting day six of not talking
to you..they say time heals pain, but I just feel like
it's getting worse every day. Each day there's
something else that reminds me of you, like yesterday, I was on
tumblr
and I was looking at someone's blog and guess what song
came on? Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
Remember when you showed me it? You dedicated it to me, but I
doubt you remember that. You probably don't remember any of
our memories. Well, I hope you found somewhere to stay for
college, and your new girlfriend..well, I see she's
actually your age, unlike me. But hey, you're the one who
said age didn't matter to you, and two years isn't much
of a different, right? I guess that's another thing that
makes me think we still have a chance. We had so much in
common. Well, I'll stop rambling now.
Love always,
Alyssa.