Am_I_Ok

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Well hello there :)
My name is Stella. I have another account but this one is secret used for venting and things I don't want people I know to see.
So, a little about me is I'm 14 and in 8th grade.
My friends are amazing <3
 I'm Greek and proud to be it :)
 I'm pretty book smart but have no common sense... oh well ;)
 I love my family so much and I wish I was closer with them... We have pretty good times though and I know not every family is perfect. Plus, I would be no where without them. <3
I have a lot of insecurities, some that people don't even know about.
I think a lot... sometimes they're just random thoughts but a lot of the time they make me feel sad and alone.
Like most people, I have that one guy who I'll never forget.. He was my best friend and then something happened and we slowly started drifting apart. He moved though and we would talk once in a while. Now: nothing. I'm so stupid I wish I could go back and change some things that happened... 
Well, that's all I can think of.. so if you read this thanks :)
And if you ever need any advice I'm here for you :)
Just leave a comment.
:) <3

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I'm not the best with guys... I only ever told 2 guys my feelings towards them. The 1st guy took me like 5 years.. In the end I ended up losing him. He was my best friend and I didn't think I could find a guy to be close with again.

This year I started talking to a guy. I started liking him and found out he likes me too. He's so nice and funny and I feel comfortable around him. We're gonna go out soon. I'm so glad I could find someone like that again and I'm excited to see how it goes. :)
 





today I went to the

township's pool...


 The whole time I felt self-conscious. all my friends had great bikini bodies and were outgoing. i was just... there...
 
I'm so jealous....
NMF

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You're always there when I need you...
Thank you for helping me block out the world when I need it. <3
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I'm sitting here,
Wishing you were beside me,
Wondering if you still feel the same,
Hoping we can, one day, meet again,
And i will get my best friend back...
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I. Miss. You...


I wish you would answer
me.I wish we could go back
 to before.I at least want to
apologize. 

I miss you...

 

 

She brought you up today... She told me that you apparently told her friend that you wish you could talk to me again... So then why don't you..? I text you but you don't answer.. What happened? I still love you...

I NEED TO VENT. now is the perfect time.
Ok, so I've been feeling very self conscious. Everyone in my family is SO PRETTY! My friends too. I feel like I'm always being compared to them... It's impossible to live up to them..! I just don't know what to do.... I'm so lost. I feel like no one gets me... I just want to feel special and pretty for once.. When I show pictures of my friends or like my family everyone always says "OMG shes GORGEOUS!" and stuff like that.. They're just so much better than me and I feel like I was an accident to this world... If you read this thanks..
What I feel is real,
What you see is fake...



Can't you see I like

 you when as soon as soon as you catch me looking at you,

 I look aw ay ??

Perhaps our eyes 
need to be washed by our tears
 once in a while,
so that we can see
 Life
 with a clearer view.
 
NMF/NMQ