AmandaaXLynn34

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Joined: November 20, 2010
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user id: 134892

 
Now I'm wearing this smile that I don't believe in, inside I feel like screaming.

Hey(:
My name's Amanda, I suffer from depression. I hate it. I sucks, so bad. I used to cut, burn, bruise, hit, punch, and pretty much everything else to myself. I've done it all. I have the lowest self-esteem ever. My best fiend e v e r  is Erin (aaron2635) and then Maeve is one of my best freinds too (VivdDreamer) I love them both to no freaking end. <3 Volleyball is my life, it's like my escape when I'm depressed, it helps a lot. I do love a boy, his name is John, (: and yeah, so I've been through a lot, and if any of you Wittygirls need anything, I'm here(:









































Cause if we stand for nothing
we'll fall for anything.

AmandaaXLynn34's Favorite Quotes


i hate it when, i plan a conversation in my head,
but the other person doesn't follow the script.







 



1+ 1= 3

If you dont use a condom.
 




I wish my waist was as small as my
Self-esteem.


 

I can't promise to make all of your problems go away.
But I can promise you this.
You will never face them alone.

 

It's nights like these that get to me.
The rain keeps me up, thinking.
Imagining what life would be like,
without me.
Who would care?
Who would miss me?
Who would regret saying something, or wish that they did?
It's nights like these that make me wish I wasn't alive.

 
credit: confessions_of_a_cutter
 I want to sleep forever.
My life tends to crumble to pieces
when I'm awake.

 

You can ask me a million questions.
I can give you a million answers.
But the thing is,
you still won't get it.
You just won't understand
until you've felt it for yourself.

 
 
I don't think I can do it anymore.
Get close to someone,
just to have them leave me.
I get it. You don't care about me.
Why make me think that you do?