AmberMarie123

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Quotes by AmberMarie123

All I really need..
Is to
Breathe.
So, I live in the middle of no where. 
But I wouldn't have it any other way now<3
The past few days have been the hardest days of my life.
Yes I know, people have it worse but don't judge, seriously.
I had to decide wether my four year old sister was going to be burried or cremated.
I had to go to her veiwing and face all of my family memebers, execpt for one. 
I had to watch as the put my sisters lifeless body into a grave. 
I had to pick the outfit she would wear at her funeral and veiwing. 
I had to watch my Dad, A Marine, break down. 
These day have been the hardest; and its not over yet..</3

Her foot steps are still heard through the house.
Her room has been untouched.
Her laughter still lingers in this house.
Her birthday presents are still hidden in the basement.
Her shoes still sit by the door.
Her pictures atill hang on the walls.
Her toys are still spread in the living room. 
But theres something off.
This isn't where she sleeps anymore.
She doesn't laugh here anymore.
She doesn't play here anymmore.
She won't have a birthday here anymore.
Because She Died 3 days ago.
She was only 4.
But God decided she couldn't live here anymore.
So she was gone,
just like that.
And She's never coming back.

R.I.P<3
Gracie Lynn Sisler
You were the best little sister ever.
<3

My 4 year old Sister
Died today.
She would have been 5 in
twelve days.
I have no more air to breath,
Theres no reason to get up anymore for me.
My body hurts everywhere, execpt my fingers. 
Because there Numb.
I litterally have no reason to be alive.
But I don't want Faves or Pitty.
I just needed a place to Vent.
Because today my Life ended.
Forever.  

& Summer Break Begins<3

To All The Girls and Guys that faved and commented on my previous quote thank you. 
I showed my Dad and he cried<3
And he said thank you and he is glad that he came home safely and hopes that any of you that have Military Familys that your family and friends come home safely to you as well.  
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Thank You. 
<3


Yesterday was Memorial Day. While everyone was at cookouts and parades I was at home waiting. I waited, and waited and waited. Today at 4:17 A.M. My Father, LtCol. Allen Came Home
My Father is Finally Home, For Good. 
I've waited for years for this day to come and it's Finally here. He is Finally Home.
<3
"Oh give me the beat boys and free my soul, I wanna get lost in your Rock and Roll and drift away.."
<3

A few days ago I had a doctors appointment and
I had to take my little brother with me.
He's in 8th grade and is 14 years old
and his school is having the 8th grade prom.
He was walking with me to my doctor when he spotted a room.
But this room was not an ordinary room,
It was Alice's room. 
Alice is 13 and has

Chornic Myelogenous Leukemia
She rarely ever leaves her room. 
While I was in the doctors office my brother, Charile 
went to the gift shop. 
He bought four vases of flowers, a huge teddy bear and got a peice of paper.
On thay piece of paper he wrote, 
"Alice, I know your sick but I would really like to go th 8th grade prom with the most beautiful girl in the world, which is you. So Alice if your up for it will you go to prom with me?"
She became his girlfriend 3 days later<3
I'm so proud<3