AndIvFallenForUAgain

so i kinda have this problem,
i keep falling for taken boys,
i dont mean to,
i just do it without realizing.

that smile
those eyes
that hug
those laughs
that hair
those clothes
that feeling
those moments
that freindship
those talks
theyr why i love you
and why SHE loves you too

you say you want me to meet her,
you want to see what i think,
you want us to be friends,
but i dont know if i can handle that,
i dont kow if im strong enough,
but for you,
ill put up that fake smile,
and as i talk to her,
ill slowly die inside.

you liked me,
but i was getting over him,
you tryed again,
i said lets be friends,
you moved on,
and i started to think,
you dated her,
and it hit me,
but now its too late,
now were brother and sister,
the best of friends,
but those feelings are still there
and theyr not going anywhere

&&its ^scaring me, you shouldnt be in my life
im afraid, afraid of what might happen,
im not that strong
ill admit it
you still affect me, your my _weakness
and its ^scaring me

im supposed to hate you
im not supposed to talk to you
i shouldnt want to look at you
you shouldnt make me smile
you cheated on me
you completely destroyed me
but yet
i text you
i talk to you
i look for you
i guess your always gonna
have a power over me.

&&whenever you tell me about her, i wish you talking about me

&&ten years from now, i don't want to be looking back on my life, and wonder what would have happened if we gave this a shot

&&I know that theres something there, because everytime you talk about another girl, my head drops and the fake smile appears

&&i thought i was safe with you, i thought i had finally found someone who wasnt gonna hurt me, but once again, i was wrong.