AndThenThereWasOne

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&here are my confessions.



hello beautiful.
this is my...oh what would you call it? second witty?
for everything i haven't told anyone. 
this isn't my main account;
it seems like i just use this one for the depressing shit.
lol, whatever.

my name happens to be julia.
i'm broken as a motherfucker,

thats pretty much all that matters.



comment, follow, fave, or just stare at me and wonder what the eff my issue is.
whatever you like. <3































Quotes by AndThenThereWasOne




credittoforgeter

 
          
a week ago today was the last day that we were the couple everyone was jealous of.
a week ago today was when he asked me to love him forever for the last time.
a week ago today was when i promised him i would, always.
six days ago today we got into our last fight.
five days ago today he left me.
five days ago today he was going to ask out his 'best friend.'
five days ago today his other friend convinced him not to, for me.
five days ago today i cried for the longest time in my life.
five days ago today i experienced what heartbreak was.
four days ago today we went a whole day without talking for the first time.
four days ago today, i still cried.
four days ago today he called me, drunk, at one in the morning.
four days ago today i ignored it.
three days ago today he texted me once.
three days ago today since we talked.
two days ago today when i realized he was completley over it.
two days ago today when i realized eight months didn't mean much to him.
two days ago today i was forced to watch him hold her.
two days ago today i cried even more.
today, i noticed we've gone from soulmates to strangers in five days.
today, i remembered i always keep my promises. always.






 
Eight months and eleven days since he asked me out.

"I won't let go of what's making me sad because it's the only thing making me happy." The best thing that ever happened to me, i would tell him. &It was true. Even though he wasn't completley... devoted to only me. It was worth it though.

I made a mistake.

There was this guy, a friend. Only my friend. I was around this guy alot, I guess. I could never have thought of him as more than a friend. Ever. But apparently, i was too close with him. He (first one) called it cheating, the hypocrite did.

Today he ignored me all day. This is the first time it has ever happened, because when I say we were inseperable, and together every second of the day, I mean it. We had been fighting about my friendship the night before and that morning. I knew something was really wrong, though.

I came out of class to get on my bus today. He waited for me, like always, even though he had been ignoring me all day.

"I think we should break up."

He said. I couldn't even look up. Eight months, the only boy I've ever loved, my everything, the one thing holding me together,  all of the millions of memories and times we've shared, everything we've been through together. I looked him in the eye and saw it all, including something I'd never expected.

He was crying.

My heart shattered. I'm surprised i didn't break into a thousand unrecognizable pieces right there. It felt like he had kept a bomb in my heart, and at that exact moment had ignited it. That doesn't even do justice, i cant explain it. But it's the worst thing in the world.

Through my tears, I said, "I know." "I still love you." He responded. "I can't even put it into words." He grabbed my hand, looked at me once more, dropped it and walked away.


This is where my love story ends.


 
Thought I'd make a vent quote.
He's my everything. The only one who makes me truly happy. Hes the glue that holds me together, and i love him with everything i have. I can't even explain the butterflies i get when we're together, even after dating for almost six months. Finally, I have something to live for.
All of his good friends are girls. Seriously, most of the guys in our school hate him because of it.  I looked past this when he asked me out, I knew it was worth it. So what he hangs out with girls? It doesn't mean he likes them. He picked me, me, over them. 
In the beginning, it was perfect. But all of a sudden everything is changing,
The flirting. Calling other girls pretty. Saying they mean everything. Defending them over me. Walking them to their class instead of me, like he used to. If you haven't seen my previous quote and you care, (which you probably don't, lolkay) look at it. The girl who said that is the one he's with the most. And we used to fight about it all the time. But I'm scared to say anything because now, I know he won't pick me over her. I know it. 
I never cry. Even when i was younger i just didn't. But this past week, I've cried every night. I can't even remember the last time that happened. The word broken fully describes how i'm feeling. Like every part of me was pulled apart and stomped on. I feel like it's already over.



 
Girl: *status update* I miss you the moment your arms aren't around me  
My Boyfriend: *comment* we'll just have to fix that won't we? (;
Girl: *comment* <3333 


-fave if you think this is wrong. no, it wasn't a joke. just me?
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sometimes i
wish i could
just leave
this place. 

. ©kclove5

ke e p  d r e a m i n g 
Because

dreamers
never
die
The Awkward Moment

 
 when a teacher is helping the person next to you and her butt is in your face.

nmf.

 

&I'tryintresist
                                            the urge to punch your homewrecking b.itch in the face.
kthxbye.

 

Oh hold on a sec, I've found your nose for you.
It was all up in my business again.

nmf