Anon_

You seriously don't realize what you have.
You complain about not having friends that are there for you
when we are always here, you just choose to not listen
you had a perfect relationship but you never talked to him
you blamed your ralationship faliure on HIM.
when it was actually both of you.
yes we know you cut, no need ot tell everyone on facebook.
yes we know you have low self esteem but why?
you're so pretty and skinny and perfect but when you call yourself ugly it
makes me feel disgusted with myself.
you're not the only one that cuts.
you don't realize it but when you talk to a boy
it seriously does look like you are flirting
and i know you can't help that
you cut yourself infront of me and the others
do you know how much it hurts us
or makes us feel sick?
when we talked one time and you started to cut
i almost broke down crying in class
because you reminded me of what
i had been through and i couldn't take it
i was there for you when you needed help
where were you when i needed some!

You expect me to be there for you when your down, 
Now i need YOU to do the same for me.

But no, thats not gonna happen is it?

I love Black Veil Brides.
When im down i listen to them.
they change my whole mood, my whole look on life.

But then, when i go to sleep all the bad names and people come to haunt me. I can't escape the feeling of being alone. It follows me where ever i go.

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I can't vent on my real account because im afraid my friends will see it and think im have problems and won't want to be friends anymore.
I feel so left out, they all have their private jokes, little hand shakes and they all hug. All i do is stand there awkwardly waiting for a hug but no of them come up. Its like im not there im just Invisible to them. They all have boys chasing them, while im just the ugly friend who is lucky enough to hang out with them. :/
No one ever notices me

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