AnythingCanHappen_

People are People and sometimes it doesn't work out, Nothing we say is gunna save us from the fall out. 

I wish  a time machine was invented. This way, you could go back to the past and fix everything. You could go back, and see how good you had it, and did everything different. People say you don't know what you have til it's gone ; truth is , you always knew what you had , you just never thought you would lose it . Everything happens for a reason, and even know you don't know what that reason is, it's promised that it will all be worth it in the end. But i don't want a promise, i want it to be guaranteed, because promises are made to meant to be broken. Sometimes i say things i don't mean, sometimes i try to force my feelings for guys I don't like to try to help me get over the one that i always loved, who broke my heart. The truth is, this is reality. Not everything is going to be perfect, and work. When you are in a relationship with someone you love, you are so blind. It is like nothing else in the world matters, you have everything and anything you are ever going to need. And no matter how upset you get sometimes, you know for a fact that having them, will make you more happy then losing them. It just sucks how time moves by so fast that you can't even stop to take a breathe, and to take in what you have. You only seem to have enough time to look back at what you had. I went out with the guy of my dreams for 8 months, he was everything, I didn't think I could love anyone or anything that much, but i didn't take the time to see that. I made stupid mistakes, and every little mistake added up, and one day, it was just enough to cause the end of our relationship. We broke up 3 months ago, and i am still so in love with him, i can barely breathe without him. The worst part is, i moved on too fast and had another bf in the next 2 weeks because i thought he would help me get over him, he didn't. We broke up in a week, because i realized i was still in love with the guy Ive always have been . He saw i moved on , and now he did. He is going out with one of my best friends currently and from what I hear they make each other so happy, just how we used to be  . It kills me that I can't change anything. Anything I do or say is not going to make a difference, from looking back on it now, so Witty Girls , I want you to take in what you have i want you to learn from my mistakes, and do not take the one who means the most to you for granted in the slightest bit, because you never know what second with them is going to be your last. Don't end up regretting everything, because in the end, you'll have nothing.


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I cant take this anymore. It is so much easier said than done. My boyfriend just broke up with me and we have been going out for 8 months. I know in every relationship they say they love each other and without meaning it. You hear them say that and you shake your head, because you know that they probably don't even know what love is and disgustingly walk away. I know what love is. And I love him. I have never cried so much in my entire life. I really don't think I can make it through, I try so hard to forget but everything keeps rushing back.  We have probably been through the most, I need him, I don't want him back, I Need him back. I feel my heart breaking to the point where I don't know if there's anything left. He's the only guy I ever want in my whole life, all the rest are the same. And i know it's probably like the typical pain of a break up to read this, but it's not. 

When you make one person your whole life, and their gone, you realize you have nothing else to live for.

I just wish I could run. I could run and find somewhere, that everything is okay. That there is no pain in the world. No stress. when everybody could just be happy all the time. Where guys treat girls right. Where girls don't have to be jealous of anyone because they know its okay how everything turns out. They don't have to worry, because they have nothing to worry about. How you can't lose what you never had. Where there's no parts of you that are ever sad. 
But that's just reality. People have to understand that concept, no matter how difficult it is to comprehend. That everything is not perfect in this world, but that's what makes you stronger. That's what makes you, you. Your going to go through so many heartbreaks until you find the right guy, but that's just it. If you didn't go through them, you will never end up with the person you were meant to be with. Everybody knows the saying everything happens for a reason, but think about it, what if everything actually does and that just makes it part of your life. That life is going to get so tough, where you just want to break down and leave the world all together because, the feeling keeps coming back to you that you have nothing to live for anymore, you will never be good enough. But everyone has to trust me when I say this, everyone goes through those moments, but not everyone can find ways to cope with them. But the people who do, the people who have experienced this, admit, it fuckinggg sucks, but once it's over you are going to be so glad that everything that happened, did. It all makes sense in the end, when you understand it now or not. Everyone was made for a purpose, so don't let any precious time be wasted and go by any second longer,  because , you never know which second is going to be your last. 

When your single, you want a boyfriend. You want to find someone, who you could wake up to every day and be able to say he's mine. 



When you have a boyfriend, you think of all the guys you could have, how much fun you could have, no boundaries, no limits,no worries.

We never win. 

Dear Facebook Couples,
Yes, it is very cute that you guys are going out, and can post pictures up of you two. But, when I first log onto facebook I rather not see Fifty pictures of you guys making out all over my wall. Yes, we get it.
Sincerely,
Grossed out fb friend. 

Sometimes, people do not know how much they truly have hurt you until they have been through it themselves. You can always forgive, but never forget, no matter how hard you have tried.

It  was within the first month we have been going out. I never liked a guy as much as I liked you. I have liked you for a year and a half now and we have gone through so much. No other boy seemed as close to perfect can get, as you did. He's the kind of guy that is easy to fall for, the one who's charming personality can have you at hello. He is not a player, and treats all girls how they should be treated, no matter who they are and what they look like. One day, he went to this girls birthday party, I have not been invited. My best friend went to the same party. They snuck off in the dark, away from the party, Just them. They sat in the dark while playing manhunt, in the bushes. He told her, that he didn't like me anymore, I was a bad girlfriend, and he was for sure going to dump me. No question about it. She just sat there, and said alright do whatever you want to do. She has been in love with him for 3 years. Excited by the fact that he was getting ready to do it. I don't know what else happened that night, anything could have. However, I didn't find out from him, or even her; my "best friend". No. Instead, I found out from my friend, who have heard about it. I could not help trying not to cry.  It's so hard to hold back tears, when you cared about them more then anything. I don't know what is worse; the fact that the guy who you are absolutely in love with would go tell that to my best friend, or the fact that she would agree and not tell me at all. 

It's almost been 7 months. We are still going out, and I love him more than anything. But that feeling never went away. How much it hurt, finding out from somebody else. I still think about it all the time, no matter how much I try to forget I would never be able to. Yeah, we fight a lot but I love him so much. There is things that can never be changed. Things that are never going to be forgotten. That are so easy to remember, but so hard to try and forget. Just to all the boys, be careful in what you do. Because, something that seems like nothing to you, might effect someone's whole life. Now you realize you are wrong, but it's just to late. 

She will chase you around for a while;
but there's going to be a day when she's gonna stop running, in circles around you.
She's going to get over you.
& at that very moment you're going to wish you had 
let her catch you. 

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No Boyfriends= No Stress.

Im tired of waiting for a text,
when with you I never know what comes next,
Im tired of waiting for you to come online on facebook,
When you don't care enough to even look,
Im tired of  loving you with all my heart, 
when alls your doing is tearing me apart,
Im tired of how quickly you can change,
Hoping that one day you'll be the same,
I'm tired of staying up all night crying,
Looking at how our relationship is dying,
When your not even trying. 



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Your all that I hope to find in every single way and everything I would give is everything you couldn't take. And the hardest part of living is taking breaths to stay. I know your trying your hardest, but the hardest part is letting go</3.