who cares how high i fill the
bath water when i'm already in over my head i don't
remember what it's like to sleep no matter how often i say
i am going to bed and dont fŲcking touch me because i'll
probably shatter and for god's sake don't ask me
what's the matter
i hate
everything why can't i just shut everything out like i used to
im getting in too many fights and im losing control of my emotions
and i hate it i hate shaking because im trying so hard not to
explode why does it have to freaking be like
this