I NEED A WITTY BEST FRIEND
But not just anyone.
I need someone:
Who I can text everyday
Who gives me advice when I need
it
Who will video chat me
Who I can count on to be there for
me, as I will be for you
Who won't criticize me
cruelly
Who will share the same
interests
Who can understand what I'm
going through
Who can fully appreciate and
understand me.
I
WANT
to cry while feeling pain or anger
to clutch my sides because they actually hurt from laughing too
hard
to smile and have it actually reach my eyes
to get excited whenever I see my friends in the hallway
to understand why I'm so cut emotionally cut off from
people
to not have to be emotionally cut off from
people
I
DON'T WANT TO ACT ANYMORE
I WANT TO FEEL