Father's
Betrayl
Sleeping sound in bed,
In the middle of an out of reach dream.
She comes to visit the weak,
Unable to be seen.
Wake
up my little darling,
For he comes home tonight.
You know that smell by heart,
You know he isn't right.
Cling
to your saddened teddy,
Though he can't keep you sound.
Cling to the warmth of your blanket,
You know that he's
around.
Creaking of the door,
Mommy's fast asleep.
Shadows playing tricks,
Slowly do they creep.
Hand
upon your shoulder,
He knows that your awake.
Scream and he will beat you,
Already you begin to shake.
Trembling in terror,
You recoil in fear.
Such a mistake little one,
For now he knows you know he's
there.
He
lays his body on yours,
Making it hard to breathe.
His hand slides up your blouse,
But you know you must not
scream.
His
touching isn't gentle,
You feel the animal deep inside.
Like a predator and prey,
You wish that you could
hide.
In and
out he pushes,
Under your pajama pants.
Faster and harder is your heartbeat,
It's like a tribal
dance.
You
provide the music,
As his body grinds to the song.
He calls you his "precious flower",
But you know that this is
wrong.
The
familiar sticky white stuff,
Soon covers your lost innocence.
It trickles down so slowly,
Filling your head with
remembrance.
He
used to be so kind,
Now he uses you for pleasure.
Clutch your teddy bear little one,
And follow the map to the
treasure.
Soon
he leaves your room,
After promising you're his little girl.
After he closes the door,
You lean over your bed and
hurl.
Tightly holding your blankie,
You sob into the cloth.
Such a huge betrayal,
One he will forever cross.