Ashbeyou20

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Quotes by Ashbeyou20

Fake friend - Someone who forgets you when they find someone better than you.
I don't even know anymore... I've lost half the people I was close with . I barely trust anyone . The two people I do trust with everything ... I don't know how muhc longer I'll be able to have them as my best friends or the people I trust with everything . I'm tired of being lied to , used , and forgotten. I'm tired of being the person friends go to when no one else can hangout . I'm sick of mixed signals . I'm sick of the fake people , and the fake friends. I'm tired of never being able to reach my family's standards . I'm tired of wishing that this could all just be over .
Calling me fat wont make you skinny.
Calling me ugly wont make you any prettier.
Calling me stupid wont make you any smarter.
So why bother??
-Aisha x
Fake friends just want to know you`re business and share you`re business.
The Reason Why

Pretty girl,
Amazing grades,
When she's alone,
All of that fades.
Does nobody notice the pain she's in?
She finds something sharp,
And draws on her skin.

Even though logic defies the act,
She feels less pain
And that's a fact.
People don't know that anything's wrong,
But she's a beautiful bird
Who's stopped singing her song.

For why should she sing
If no one can hear?
She doesn't do this for attention,
She does it out of fear.
She doesn't want to lose control
And that means sacraficing her body
To save her soul.
What do they call you?
They call me weird, i may not look weird of act weird but i`m often known as the weird girl.
They call me a nerd.
They call me a freak.
They call me fat,skinny,tall,short,ugly.
Its so easy for them to judge,they don`t even know what battles i`ve been batteling. Words hurt but i`ll never let them know. I`ll always fake a smile even though im crying on the inside. I close my eyes thinking of plans to escap from this hell, the thoughts im thinking don`t seem safe. Im usually the girl who gets used, broken and hurt. I don`t fit in. Im the left out bread crum who usually falls apart into tiny pieces. Im use to it sitting alone, eating alone while others awkwardly stare at me, being my own bestfriend. The key to sucess is to stop trying to fit in becuase you were born to stand out, stop trying to please others becuase you wernt born to please others. At the end of the day i am me, i will remain me.
My message is big or small words hurt. Stop trying to fit in or please other and when they shout nasty words at you, smile as if you dont care, cherish with happiness be proud of who you are and where you come from because you are amazing, you have a light inside you.

-Made By Me Aka Aisha! :)
;c
Once i was a girl who was special, there came a storm that blew me away. Standing in the corner crying for help, the world felt like it was breaking apart. Everything turned black my mind was filled with emptiness. Sometimes lonliness is better than a fake friend.
I went to the park with my cousin ...he wanted to take pictures.. i said i was too ugly to take pictures right now and he said he`ll put flowers on us to make us look nice!:-O
Have you ever sat with your friends and just known that you`re the least important friend in the group and you felt like it wouldnt make a diffrence if you were there or not?

" If your going through hell, keep going"

 We all have those bad days where we think were not good enough and emerge to expect more of our selves. It`s ok to feel like that. When you`re in a difficult situation, keep moving in order to get out of it. I remember going through hard times, i didn`t really know what to do with my life. There was a very hard, confusing decision i had to make. Should i end my life or keep on living? That night i thought how i could make myself into a better person. I thought about this, becuase i have many young kids in family who look up to me, i thought about changing myself into a better person. Weeks and months went by, finally i made my mind up. I moved away from peoples fakness and drama. I stopped caring what people thought about me or how i looked. It took me time to change but it really was worth it.