Ashleigh_joy

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Joined: July 23, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 198284
Status ; Love is destruction,




 

 
My name is Ashley I'm 17 years old i have a beautiful daughter I'm a single mother but before you jump the the "all teenage boys leave" statement just know i left him. i was hit and verbably abused walked on controlled cheated on and i couldn't take it anymore he trys to be in our daughters like but i wont et him we have a TPO (tempory protection order) against him due to domstic violence i have been through alot i have a story that barley anyone knows Our relationship was a mistake and i know this now but he gave me a beautiful baby girl who i love who smile lights up my day who's cry breakes my heart. I use to be a big party girl i quit before i got pregnant because i wanted a baby(yes she was planned) but even now i haven't left her side she's 2 months old as i write this she was born on June 25th 2013 well i mean i leave her with my mom when i go to school which is 3 and a half hours since im a senior i dont have many classes i only have 4 this girl has helped me so much grow as a person she made me realize even on the darkest days theres always sunlight , she helped me stop partying and smoking and drinking and doing all my dumb stuff. she helped me think of things before i do them she helped me realize how much my parents have done for me and made me realize the love they have for me. i love this girl with all my life I'm not only her mommy but I'm her daddy too <3




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Quotes by Ashleigh_joy

Don't let the thought of others
change the direction of your path
the decisions you'll make
they don't have to live with the consequences
you do.

do what feels right listen to that voice in the back of your head even if it makes you a nerd geeky stupid a looser lame , those are just names people call you when they see something that has potential when they realize someone is above them and they're going down. They want to ruin you they want someone to go down with , they don't want to go down alone. they don't want to see you move up.




 

I have no decent friends what so ever

My friend had a baby she's about 5 months old. the only time my "friend" wants me to come over is to babysit.
not only that tonight she didn't have her daughter and we planned for her to come over here
yeah she blew me off to get drunk.
i have amazinggggggggggg friends.




 
 

 

My boyfriend finds my mom attractive , I'm starting to think he's more attracted her than me,
how should i feel about this?
upset
but i don't because i know shes insecure about herself and when he tells her shes cute she smiles and i can tell it makes her day and gives her that confidence look back in her eye.
And i love him for that.

 

 

 
blacklace
Don't do anything

  you wouldn't tell         your mother about
 

 






I got a turtle!
I named him Caption America <3























 

 

Without a heart

I can never

really know what it would be like

to love someone.

~ Wizard of Oz

I Wish 

i was happy

i Wish

my dad wasn't so mean

I Wish

i could be accepted for who i am

I Wish 

my mom wouldn't look at me like I'm a scutter

I Wish

i was talked to not yelled at

I Wish

i could stick up for myself

I Wish

everytime i try to defend my self the words wouldn't get stuck

I Wish

i was someone else, somewhere else

I Wish

i was anywhere else with anyone else.

I can only wish