Aspyn18

Status: We expect the love we think we deserve.
Joined: November 13, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 238282
Gender: F
Hey, I’m Jessica. :) Can’t expect much I guess, just your typical 15 year old. The one with a hopeless crush on an amazing guy who I have absolutely no chance with, the one with amazing but hurtful friends, and the one with a beautiful yet terrible life. I believe that everything in life happens for a reason. The only thing guaranteed in life is death. Scary, huh. For others, not so much. Just know that every single person on this planet was put on this Earth for a reason. God doesn't make mistakes.

*Going through a tough time? It’s okay. Hmu, comment, follow. You’re not alone. I’m very understanding and I never judge. I’ve been through more than others know.  Just please promise me something if you don’t decide to talk to me? NEVER. Give. Up. Re-read the last few sentences in the paragraph up top. I mean what I say. No one ever said that life was going to be easy, they just promised that it would be worth it. Just please, never lose hope. And if you say it’s hard not to, hmu, we’ll talk through it. It’s okay, everything works out in the end. You may not end up where you thought you would be but you will always end up where you're meant to be. Stay strong beautiful.

Quotes by Aspyn18

People really need to start lowering their expectations when it comes to me. Like seriously, I'm not perfect and will never be anywhere close to it so don't even begin to waste your time thinking about me..
I wake up every day to find no path,
I’ve looked at death while changing direction,
I’ve believed every truth that brought on wrath,
A glimpse at God, the sight of perfection.
The midst of darkness, no sight of my soul,
Proceeding with caution, visible dreams,
Falling back down, attaining no control,
God at my side, holding me as tears stream.
Accepting what can’t be changed, just my thoughts,
My strengths tempting, as I slowly comply,
My being so confused, so broke, so lost,
Breaking free, finding there’s nothing to hide.
Waking up, blessed with joy that’s made me wise,
Searching for the truth, led by gifted eyes.


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Mirror on the wall,
Here we are again,
Through my rise and falls,
You've been my only friend. ♡
I don't see how someone like you could ever even think about someone like me. I have such a hopeless crush on you, I practically hate myself for even thinking I'd ever have a chance with someone as amazing as you..
Sometimes you just wanna scream so loud,
All the pain that's taring you apart inside,
It's just sometimes too hard to be proud of myself,
Especially when all I can do is hide. </3
 
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere..
#Whattajoke </3
I just wish someone would care..
Don't tell me not to hurt myself when I have to look at these scars everyday, the ones that once caused me so much pain, just as they are now..
I know you're feeling like you just can't win but you're trying,
It's hard to keep on keeping on, when you're being pushed around,
Don't even know which way is up, you just keep spinning down, 'round, down..
I just want someone to wrap me in their arms, promising me it's gonna be alright, even when it never will be..
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