Athenafollowerx3

• click to see this quote •

 Untitled part 9
Almost an hour later I laid in Casey's bed , blankets stuffed ontop of me. "Casey , your going a little over the top!" I coughed gently , tossing blankets everywhere. Caseys head popped out from his hallway his eyes glared at me from the brightly lit yellow hallway. "No im not." He said sternly popping his head back into the hallway. I pouted a little crossing my arms. "What are you doing in the hallway anyway Casey?" I whined looking around his room. His room was dark navy blue , books lined the white covered shelves with lamps strung around the walls. I heard his mom gently singing down stairs , I could smell cookies & his sister watching TV downstairs. "Im finding a classic." Casey said triumphantly coming back with a DVD in hand , making his way over to his Flat screen. His family was kinda rich. I rolled my eyes at him for a moment & began to study my hands. I was starting to get the feeling back in my body but something more was replaced. Anger. How could my mom do this to me. Words couldnt describe what I wanted to do. "What movie is it?" I asked tracing my noticeable scar that ran up my arm. "The notebook." Casey mumbled , I swore & saw him blush in the dimly lighted room. I stiffed a laugh but decided not to comment on his movie choice. I liked the notebook. "So what's that scar from?" He asked grimly , the DVD in place , his face looking pail. I blushed & pulled my sweatshirt back down. "Dont you know it rude to ask that." I scowled , looking the other way. "Yeah well I wanna know." Casey mumbled moving towards the bed. He changed in blue plaid pants & A jets shirt. He gave me a pair of his old sweats. He came up to my & grabbed my hands. The feeling of him grabbing my hands made my heart flutter. A tingling sensation ran through my body. "Still rude" I whispered , his face just inches away from mine. "Casey! Dinners ready!" Casey's mom called from the kitchen. He jumped about a foot from me , he glared at the door silently & disappeared down the hall without a word. Was I about to kiss him ? I thought frantically. Could I really do that to Heath? Heath .. where the hell was he. I pleaded in my head. I played with my phone when Casey walked in. We sat down & ate spaghetti & meatballs , his little sister joining in to watch the movie with us , Casey made sure to stay away from me for a while. It was pretty late. Still no call from mom or Heath. After watching almost an hour of the notebook holding on to tissues I fell asleep .. but not for long.
 

i cant even trust myself ♥
[anymore]
just lovely.

• click to see this quote •

Untitled part 7
 I opened the windows to the room & felt the cold rush of wind hit my face. The smell of rain & cinnamon filled the air as I pushed my lips together in frustration , throwing my bag over my white painted window. My green bag stuffed with clothes & books hit the ground with a thud. I could still here Jerry banging on the door as I wiped the tears from my face & jumped out of my window in my small grassy backyard. My back yard was small & cute. Nothing much to look at besides one big tree covered in pretty orange & red leaves. Rain thundered down hard soaking me already. I took my phone out & texted Luc. I grinded my teeth together as the ice cold rain stung my face while I through my bag over my shoulder & bolted before Jerry could get the key to my room & realized I wasn't there. I sprinted for a while not knowing were I was going. Luc was probably at her boyfriends house , so she wouldn't text back. I focused on trying not to slip down the ice cold pavement & fall flat on my butt so I wouldn't cry. Every day Jerry did this & mom never understood. She changed. What seemed like for hours of sprinting & slipping on the sidewalks I practically raced to a park bench near by. Thunder screaming threw the dark gray sky & tears streaming down my eyes as I tried to catch my breath. I didn't know where I was probably the next town over. Who could I turn to now. Heath was no where around , I wonder where he was. I clutched on to my green bag & opened my phone. I texted Casey.
me: Casey please answer
Casey: Im here what's wrong.
me: Luc isnt home & im locked out of my house.
I lied. The truth to hard to tell.
Casey: I'll be right there , where are you?
I shuddered & looked around. I had no clue.
me: I dont know. I ran .. im in some park. Maybe the next town over.
Casey: Really Will. Im leaving now ill be right there.
I didnt reply , I nodded to myself , letting the wind whip my face hoping maybe it would just take me away.

• click to see this quote •

Untitled part 5
 
It was still raining by the time it was lunch. For some strange reason I always remember the woods being apart of my life. I knew it a little better than my parents. I gently pushed the courtyard doors open & scampered off to meet my friends. I walked steadily to the weeping willow tree , stepping over large puddles. It was raining pretty hard but I didnt mind. I tucked myself under the tree until my friends came. I sat on the soft squishy green moss , flowers poking out everywhere. "Well hey." A familiar voice called that made me jump about a mile. "Casey , oh my god. Dont scare me like that!" I practically yelled , whipping my head around to see Casey. His black & gray hoodie pulled over his head. He shrugged his shoulder & laughed leaning against the brick wall. "Sorry Will. I have a Peach you want it?" He asked walking over to me , pulling a peach from his pocket. He sat really close to me & I mean so close I felt his breath on my face. "You know it!" I practically screamed , taking the peach away from him. Ive been a vegetarian as far as I remember. I loved animals to much. Meat was seriously gross. He laughed which made me smile back at him. He was perfect. "Willow your really weird." He whispered, putting his arm around me which I was grateful for considering it was about 2 degrees outside. "You love me!" I whispered back , smiling as him , holding my peach in my hand. "Yeah I do." He chuckled quietly & looked the other way. I started tracing the outline of his jaw. I dont know why but I did. Carefully , over & over again which kinda pleased me. His skin was so perfect. The rain & everything made it perfect. "So you & Heath huh?" He pressed still looking the other way , his voice was pretty flat. "Uh yeah. For the past year." I answer , closing my eyes. "Yeah well whatever. Your happy right? Your still happy?" He asked his eyes filled with pain. He wanted the truth. I closed my eyes tighter trying to remember the last time I was truly happy. "I- I dont know." I answered truthfully , he nodded his head & looked the other way , Pain & hate running through his eyes. "Oh uhm hey guys?" Zak asked , Elizabeth , Nazareth , Luc , & Ben right behind him. Everything was quiet. "Hey guys!" I called happy for the first time to have company other than Casey. "Come sit , sit , sit! .. Now!" I half hissed through my clenched teeth. They all came running. Everyone started erupting about how their classes were & what homework was assigned. I hope anyone didnt notice I wasnt paying attention. Two questions. Was I feeling something for Casey? & where the hell was Heath. "Uhm Will?" Nazareth asked , raising one perfect blond eyes brow. "Yeah , wait , what?" I asked completely confused. Nazareth pushed back her blonde hair , her blue eyes sparkled. "Do you have any baby pictures you can bring in for the fund raiser? Its for adoption centers. Where raising money to help them , but I need baby pictures. Bring some of you , im guessing you were cute. It would be funny if you looked like your parents then , considering you look nothing like them now!" She laughed babbling for god knows how long. Whoa thats funny. I never really thought about it. I didnt see any baby pictures of me as a kid. At all , never. No toys from when I was a baby or anything. Heck I didnt even look like my parents. Even weirder I never thought about it. My mom has brown hair but its way different from mine , & green eyes. My dad has black hair & blue eyes , but his eyes are too light to be mine. We didnt have one feature that matched up. Same with my mom. I practically bolted up straight. I didnt even realize Casey took his hand off my shoulder by now. That made me sad kinda. "Uhm sorry guys I gotta go." I mumbled , I through my bag over my shoulder. "Are you okay?" Elizabeth asked , her black hair tied back in a pony tail. Everyone looked at me like I was crazy , except Luc who had the same look on her face as I did . "Fine I gotta go home." I yelled already running , slipping over puddles. The bell rang finally. I have never been so anxious to get home before.
Should I go on?
Comment , Fav , Follow(:
press the organ<3

Untitled part 4
  Luc wore a rainbow tye dye sweatshirt , dark shorts & yellow flip flips. Me & my friends , were more of the skater type. Yet look on as popular. Me , I honestly couldn't care less. You couldn't pay me enough to get in a cheerleading uniform & dance around like an idiot. Luc had long straight brown hair , dark brown eyes & a mix between tan & fair colored skin. We lived in Vermont what do you expect ? Me & Luc were a lot a like it was really scary. You couldn't keep anything from Luc. "What was that?" Luc said trotting down the hallway , watching Casey disappear down the hall. "What do you mean?" I asked , pressing my lips together , rocking back & forth on the tips of my toes. Luc ran up & hugged me , but rolled her eyes. "Serious , spill now." I grumbled something between A okay & a help. So once again I told her everything between Me & Casey .. The step loser & Heath. After I told her everything I was out of breath & her lips were pressed together. Luc's natural thinking face. "Heath is .. wow. I dont , Im sorry Will. Wanna sleep at my house tonight , my mom wont mind. Jerry just needs to cool off. I hate him Will I really do. Maybe moving with your brother would be the be- best thing to do." Luc stated looking the other way to hold back tears. I smiled a little & hugged her . "Yeah I probably should. But leaving you is worse than anything I take from the step loser. & Heath .. I know he's act different. But he didnt change , he'll come back I promise. He just needs someone to guide him. I can help him I really can. I'll help him get over drinking & ill help him study on test. I love him I really do." I whispered looking Luc whos face was tear stained. We all missed the old Heath who would let us paint his nails & give us piggy back rides. The guy who would get us ice cream & flowers & sit on our bed when we needed someone. Most of all I missed the guy I fell in love with. But even those words coming out of my mouth sounded unreal. Heath got drunk every night & he's been failing for a while , the best grade ive seen him get in two months is a 73.  He's cheated on me a few times. I guess you could call pecking a girl who certainly isnt me on the lips cheating. "I'll try to help too but , I just dont think that would wo-" She stopped herself so she could let out a quiet sob. I knew what she meant. I didnt think it would work either. She started back up again collecting herself. "Yeah , yeah ill help you with Heath , im so sorry. Stay over tonight & Casey & you huh? Couldn't say I didnt see it coming." Luc smiled , whipping her cheek. "No , no , no , no! Me & Casey have nothing going on Luc." I panicked as Luc rolled her eyes , we started walking about to our classes. "Yeah okay. & My uncles really Harry Potter." Luc retorted laughing as we walked to my class. "That still doesnt excuse your ugly looks." I laughed , pushing her playfully. I always thought Harry Potter was the ugliest person alive. Luc thought she was in love with him. "Your so ugly , inside & out." Luc played right back laughing. I bursted out laughing as we came up to the Science doors. " Yeah well best friend I gotta go Miss. Love you." I called back entering the science room. "You too!" Luc called , but popped her head in the door. "Oh & by the way. You really do look pretty today Will , like always." Before I could say anything she was gone. I sware she was the bestest friend ever. The rest of the day went pretty fast. I had chemistry with Elizabeth & Zak , Spanish & English with Luc, Social & Math with Nazareth & you'll never guess Casey. No sign of Heath which got me pretty worried.
should I continue?
Comment , Fav , follow(:
press the organ<3
 

• click to see this quote •

   Untitled part 2

So ill start off with this. My name is Willow Eve Hope & im turning sixteen years old. & no i am not pregnant you guys. I live in a small town in the middle of no where. Mount cliff , Vermont. In a small yellow house , on the middle of Thorn Brooke Avenue , theres a new white porch hard wood shelves filled with different colored books owned by Professor Carone. My mom. My dad is well gone ... I don't know where he is but where ever that is I wanna go. I haven't seen him since I was ten , but I know he still cares. He sends out little envelopes to me every month , if he gets the time. Thats what I look for every month , that yellow envelope with the fancy scribble on the side with my dads symbol. Every time I see it my eyes light up & my cheeks get rosy. My mom still doesn't know he keeps in contact with me. Ever letter is filled with a new paragraph about how sorry he is that he couldn't get the time to send me one sooner & a picture of him. & his new family. Next to a man with Dark black hair & gleaming green eyes is a women with long curly blonde hair with bright blue eyes laughing into the camera. Theres a little boy at her feet with dirty blonde hair in a red & white stripped shirt playing with a yellow & black truck outside a huge blue house. With expensive paintings all over the place , but everything looks happy. Thats my dad , his new wife & son. So im stuck with my step loser. Jerry. He comes from an all Italian family who annoys the crap out of me. Mom doesn't seem to realize how much of a jerk Jerry is. Maybe she started to notice things where changing when my brother ran away. I have a brother Martin whos turning 17 in two months. We look exactly alike. Deep changing blue eyes , rosy cheeks, Long dark brown glistening hair & really long eye lashes. He ran away the night Jerry hit him. Leaving only a note for me & a nice mess for Jerry & mom the next morning. The only thing that wasn't destroyed was Me & Martins room. I remember the day Martin ran way it was only six months ago but it seems forever. I remember the sting of tears in my eyes & regret. Mostly hate but there was regret. All I could thing was how could he leave me. It seems like yesterday we were a normal family. Martins baseball practice on mondays , My ballet classes on Tuesdays , Dad's school concert on Wednesday , Moms dance performance on Thursday , Friday family game night , Saturday was obedience school for our old dog lucky , & Sunday was the day we always took a trip to the zoo. Martin always carried his red cap with him everywhere when he was little , it was dads. When dad ran away Martin was 11. That was the year he quit baseball. The year everyone fell apart. Martin comes & visits every Wednesday night , to come check on me. Every time I see his bright blue eyes pop up from my window he tells me stories about where he travels. He lives somewhere in Maine. He begs me to come with him , to leave mom , & Jerry. & while that sounds awesome & everything I have a boyfriend & best friend I lived for. I Guess I should get back to the story(;
Sounds good so far?
These are just drafts
comment , fav , follow(:
press the organ