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.+.You write such pretty words, but life's no story book. Loves an excuse to hurt and get hurt.+.

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Everywhere I turn I see you and your sweet face.
I miss it so much.
Everywhere I turn a piece of you I touch.
I feel so sad and lonely.
I think if only, if only...
I could see you just one more time.
You don't even know how much that would mean to me.
I think it would finally set my heart free.
I know that won't happen.
But I can always dream.
You'll never know what you mean to me.
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Have you ever fallen in love
But knew they did not care
Have you ever felt like crying
But knew you'd get no where
Have you ever watched them walk away
Not wanting them to go
And whispered 'I love you' softly
Not wanting them to know
You cried all night in misery
And almost went insane
There's nothing in this world
Thats causes so much pain
If I could choose between love and death
I think i'd rather die
Love is fun but it hurts too bad
And the price you pay is high
So don't fall in love
You'll be hurt before it's through
You see I ought to know
I fell in love with you...</3

<33 ashley*

*.:i'M sOrRy iF i'M a TeAsE
uNdO mY ziPpEr pLeAsE:.*

*:.I'm Letting Go of You.:*

As my body shivers and my thoughts spin through my head,
I find myself all alone wishing I were dead.

Heart wracking sobs move through my body and I find it hard to breath,
I should’ve gotten up a long time ago and found the strength to leave.

You’ve torn my heart to shreds and I just can’t take it anymore.
You think you can always run my life, but I’m not your prisoner of war.

You used to be all that mattered to me and I didn’t care about the people who were always true.
Now I have learned from my mistakes and I’m letting go of you.

You’ll always be in my heart and I’ll never completely get over you,
But I’m going to try my hardest to move on and to find someone new.

So I want to say my last goodbyes and give you one last kiss,
No matter what else I may encounter in life, you’re the thing I’ll forever miss.

^a poem i wrote when i finally started getting sick of my ex b/f's games...

*:.I'm Letting Go of You.:*

As my body shivers and my thoughts spin through my head,
I find myself all alone wishing I were dead.

Heart wracking sobs move through my body and I find it hard to breath,
I should’ve gotten up a long time ago and found the strength to leave.

You’ve torn my heart to shreds and I just can’t take it anymore.
You think you can always run my life, but I’m not your prisoner of war.

You used to be all that mattered to me and I didn’t care about the people who were always true.
Now I have learned from my mistakes and I’m letting go of you.

You’ll always be in my heart and I’ll never completely get over you,
But I’m going to try my hardest to move on and to find someone new.

So I want to say my last goodbyes and give you one last kiss,
No matter what else I may encounter in life, you’re the thing I’ll forever miss.

...shatter me softly...

(c) -*ashley aliyah davis-*

As I sit here wide awake, I find myself thinking of you
-*All my skies are gray*-

For some reason you are always on my mind making me feel blue
The words inside me head do not match the ones coming from my heart
Between my mind and my soul I’m falling apart
I wanna let go of you but I don’t know how
Everyone including me knows you’re not good enough for me, but my heart can’t seem to hear it right now.
Someday, someday just maybe, I will find someone else to make me happy
But until that day comes I am going to be feeling really crappy
All because of that day in the month of May
I can’t sleep, eat, nor think . . . all my skies are gray.

^A poem I wrote today, as my heart is shattering into even more pieces
*-Ashley Aliyah Davis-*

*:. You're the only one .:*

/*\As I look into your penetrating dark brown eyes
/*\I feel all the pain come rushing back from your deceitfulness and lies
/*\Why do all my thoughts contain you?
/*\I don’t understand all this pain you’ve put me through
/*\I’m not sure what I did wrong
/*\I guess I wasn’t good enough for you all along
/*\Although you’ve hurt me and put me through tremendous amounts of pain
/*\I wouldn’t give anything for these life lessons I’ve gained.
/*\There are so many things because of you I’ve learned
/*\Don’t ever give your entire heart away, you’ll just get burned.
/*\Through all the pain and tears I’ve cried
/*\I haven’t lost my integrity or my pride.
/*\No matter what you’ve done or how you’ve hurt my soul
/*\I will forever love you, and that is something through which I can console
/*\First loves last forever, never do they fade
/*\For you are the only person to which I will give my whole heart away.

*:."I'm pleading with you now".:*

-*As the days go by my thoughts remain of nothing but you
-*I don’t think you know just exactly what you’ve put me through
-*I miss you more and more each and everyday
-*If I could have just one wish this is what I’d pray
-*Dear god, please give me back my one true love
-*The one who came from up above
-*The only person who can make me truly happy
-*Send him back to me, so I won’t always feel so crappy
-*If you grant me this one wish, I promise I won’t ask for anything else ever
-*Please do this for me, so I can get through this great endeavor
-*I need my baby back, so I can breathe again
-*Lord, I know I don’t deserve this, I know all I do is sin
-*But I’m begging you, pleading with you now and forever more
-*Please give the love of my life back so I can be over this horrid war…

~A poem I wrote when I was thinking about the love of my life, who I have lost~
-*ashley aliyah davis*-