Jessica♥*

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Joined: January 2, 2013
Last Seen: 6 years
Birthday: July 4
user id: 344726
Location: who knows anymore
Gender: F

Why, hello there!

I'm Jess.
16 years old.
I guess I'm just your average girl.
& this will be your average page of info that you in no way needed to know
But if you actually take time to read it,
I commend you. *applause*

So, where do I start?
Oh, yes.
I have two very important boys in my life right now.
My cats,
Jeremiah and Spooky.
They're very furry gracious creatures,
and I'm in love with them.


Hmm, well Taylor Swift is my life.
She's my inspiration and my role model.
She brings flawlessness to a new level.
If you insult me, you're dead meat.
If you insult my idol, I'm feeding you to my dogs.

My dogs are vicious animals.
They're both maybe about two feet tall.
One is a Pembroke Corgi (Charlie)
and the other one (Archie) is a Basenji mix.

I have one brother.
His name is Nathanael.
My brother is one of my best friends.
He's an odd boy,
and he doesn't have an abundance of friends himself,
but I love him to the moon and back.
He always sticks by my side even when he probably shouldn't.

'Cause I can be a serious beyaatch.

I was born and raised in the wonderful New Jersey.
I moved to Tennessee in June 2012.
As much as I miss NJ, Tennessee has come to be a really good place for me.

Megan & Liz, and Ed Sheeran are also some of favorite singers.

I listen to all kinds of music.
Instead of me listing a million names of artists/singers/bands,
if you actually care, you can look at my likes and stations on Pandora.

http://www.pandora.com/profile/jessicap7499

I play a little flute.
AHAHA, jk.
played flute for like half a year but I suck at it.
I do play a little piano and guitar though.
I'm in the process of teaching myself.
YEAH! *gives self high-five*

I play World of Warcraft
'cause it's awesome sauce.

FOR THE HORDE.

The Walking DeadPretty Little Liars, Prison Break,
American Horror Story, Orange is the New Black,
Sword Art Online, Sherlock, 
Catfish: The TV Show, and Grey's Anatomy
are the best shows of all time.
Seriously, I watch way too much TV + Netlfix.

I like food.
I really like food.
Like, I really really like food.
Tacos & Mac N' Cheese are the bomb.com.

....

It's time to get serious.
I'll admit that I've made a lot of mistakes in my life.
But I accept that
because I'm human.
And humans make mistakes.
There is no such thing as someone who is absolutely perfect.
This world is crumbling.
The walls are falling,
and more and more people are breaking.
We're falling apart.
This is the end of the world.
Not because a catastrophic event is gonna happen.

But because of us.
The people.
Personally, I think everyone needs to shape the f//k up.
When you catch up with reality,
it's a God d/mn shame.
Because nothing is as good as it seems.

 



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Quotes by Jessica♥*

Have you ever been confused about your feelings when you're in a relationship? Like, part of you wants to end it and part of you couldn't imagine being without him? And it's all you think about. Both parts of you have good reasons and you have no idea what to do? And when your with him, you get even more confused? 

Guys, I need advice.
*on the phone*
friend: 
Well, I'm really tired so I'm gonna go to bed. Goodnight.

*30 minutes later*
friend: 
*posts facebook status, posts instagram photo, retweets 20 tweets, goes to the mall, cooks a gourmet dinner, buys the mall, builds an amusement park, discovers new element, opens a zoo, paints house pink, marries an octopus, has ten kids, figures out the string theory, and starts a clothing line*

When there's nothing left to say.. will you still be listening?
Will you help me stand up straight when I'm bent and breaking?

Would  you  blindly  follow  me  
when  I'm  going  nowhere?
Would  you  keep  your  faith  in  me
when  I  don't  have  a  prayer?


so, I had his absolutely huge pimple on my nose the other day.
I told people that it was just swollen because I ran into a wall.
they believed me, because it was that big

but this one dude pratically assaulted me while trying to make fun of me.
he kept touching me, and I kept telling him to stop.
but he didn't.

long story short
I yelled at him afterwards and now we're like naturally born enemies.
you should hear some of the immature sh*t he yelled at me from across the lunchroom room today.
and now everytime he passes me in the hall, he pushes me or whatever.

.....
I seriously hate society.

 

  The  Perks  of
Being  a  Wallflower

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it “Chops”

because that was the name of his dog
And that’s what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X’s
and he had to ask his father what the X’s meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it

 

Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it “Autumn”

because that was the name of the season
And that’s what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it.

 

Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it “Innocence: A Question”
because that was the question about his girl
And that’s what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year that Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle’s Creed went
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three a.m. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly


That’s why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it “Absolutely Nothing”
Because that’s what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn’t think
he could reach the kitchen.












my mom said that I'm not

social enough so I have to

actually hang out with

people once every other

week 

or she's gonna take away all of my electronics.


t h i s   i s   t o r t u r e.

 


 

 





 
f o r m a t   j i m m y 3 6 5 
 

Am  I  the  only  one
who likes their room to be really really cold?

*texting my boyfrined*
Him: I think I'm in love
Me: You know, there's a big difference between loving someone and being in love with someone
Him: True.
Me: Okay, as long as you understand the importance of what you just said.
Him: I know what I said, Jessica.
Me: Good. So you understand that now you are totally under my control and now pretty much you have a binding contract to love me forever. You have to do everything I say. That includes the eventual marriage and ten kids. You have to pop my b u t t pimples if ever I get them. And when I'm old and can't pee on my own, you have to help me urinate.
Him: If that's what it takes.

true story, guiiisee.<3
I wanna tell you guys a story.

Well, this Saturday is the 6th anniversary of my mother's death. I honestly didin't realize that this day was approaching so soon. My legal parents informed me of it yesterday. They asked my brother and I if we wanted to travel two hours away to go see her grave. I said yes in a heartbeat. My brother was a little more reluctant but that's besides the point. I haven't visited her grave in 4-5 years, I believe. I live closer to it now so I actually can without a 14-hour drive. I'm really nervous because I think the second I get there I'm going to break down. I talk to my mother all the time, if she can hear me or not. Yes, I lost her when I was young. I didn't know her that well but all and all, she's my mom. I love her more than anything and I miss her so much. It's gonna be a family trip and I don't think any one else in my family has any idea how much she means to me. I'm not sure how I'm gonna even leave after I get there. She'll be under my feet. A lifeless body. Even thinking about going now gives me chills anad makes me cry.

I remember the times she was breathing. I remember how she called me Piglet and called my brother Pooh Bear. She was Tigger. And I remember she was always having to replace cars and have my grandfather drive her places because she was the worst driver ever. There was this little boxer turtle that came to her apartment door everyday. She would feed him because her heart couldn't just let him starve. Obviously, doing so, he continued to come back. We would feed him and play with him together.
Most of all, I remember the list she made. 
She had it in a lock box that I managed to lock pick. It had her goals for the next five years. Things like being able to raise her kids in her own home, having a stable place to live, get all the way clean, etc. Everything on that list had something to do with me and my brother so she could give us good lives.


I just miss her so much.

I'm not gonna be able to keep it together.


I'll follow up on Sunday when I get back, if you want..
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