no one understands
She's
the girl
that has a few
best friends and doesn't need anymore,
the girl that laughs the hardest at her own jokes. She's
the girl that will hang up on you, but then call you right
back and say sorry. She's the girl who
will never leave
your side when you need her, the girl who will go
out
of her way to cheer you
up. She's the girl who never
sleeps without her teddy bear by her side, she's
the girl
who says she isn't ticklish, but really
is. She's the girl
who will not give up on you if she
really believes in you.
She's the girl who believes in loving somebody
forever.
I'm
tired of crying.
I'm tired of yelling.
I'm tried of being sad.
I'm tired of pretending.
I'm tired of being alone.
I'm tired of being angry.
I'm tired of feeling crazy.
I'm tired of feeling stuck.
I'm tired of needing help.
I'm tired of remembering.
I'm tired of missing things.
I'm tired of being different.
I'm tired of missing people.
I'm tired of feeling worthless.
I'm tired of feeling empty inside.
I'm tired of not being able to just let go.
I'm tired of wishing I could start all over.
I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never
have.
But most of all, I'm tired of
being tired.