WHY?
Why did I have to fall in love with
the boy who would become my greatest and closest friend?
Why is he unable to love me back?
Why can I not live without him, so have to stick with being
friends?
Why does he have to be so sweet and amazing, so that I can't
blame him for breaking my heart?
Why does he have to like someone else?
Why do I have to read over and over the evidence that he
doesn't love me?
Why does he have to be so concerned when I say I hate
myself?
Just why?
The
problem
with choosing
the one who loves you
is that the one you love is always
in the back of your mind.
Without meaning to, you're
constantly
comparing
the
two,
but nobody can top the one you love.
So in the end you manage to
break the heart of the one who loves you.