BabyBoo04

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Joined: December 29, 2008
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Im 15 & im living youg, wild and free (; I play softball and do cheering & i am single. I am very outgoing and tend to be a little bit of a bitch sometimes.. but who isnt ? I love to dance in the rain, while i sing. i dont care what people think of me, because i live life to the fullest and have a better time then they will anyways. <3 (: summer is what i live for ! so hmmmmu <33







Quotes by BabyBoo04

Cutting is an addiction, so if i don't judge you for doing drugs don't you dare judge me for cutting

You're
 

Beautiful

Him: What do you want for Christmas?

Me: I want "him" to ask me out on Christmas Eve. I want "him" to know how i really feel about us. I want "him" to realize how much i miss us. I want "him" to hold me like he used to. I want "him" to let me wear his clothes again. I want "him" to tell me everything is okay again. I want "him" to make me believe in love again. I want "him" to promise me forever again (but mean it). I want "him" to make me love him again. I want "him" Today, tomorrow & forever <3

Him: Wait 11 more days. I know how you feel about us and i feel the same way. I do know how much you miss me and i miss you ten times more. I want to hold you and never let go. I want to see you in my shirt thats to big and pants that fall down. Everything is going to be okay. I want to let you know what love it. I do promise you forever and that comes from the bottom of my heart. I want you to love me again. I want you, Today, tomorrow & forever too <3 i love you baby.


Why am i crying ?

Oh, yeah thats right. You broke me into a million & one pieces. Yet i still crawled back to you, why ? I think its because you made me belive that love was real when it isn't. You promised me you would be by my side forever, when did the forever plane leave cause baby i  missed it. I was a  wreck when you left me, i had no where to go, no where to hide & no one to lean on. I cut / starved my self / cried my self to sleep / blamed myself & where did that get me ? back in you arms, nope. I did all these things to myself to try to win you back but in the long run it pushed you away. People say im obsessed but im not, i just cared about you. Now & now im so done with you.

Life goes on.
Even when you think that its gone.
Don’t give up on it,
I insure you it will get better.
But only if you believe.
Everyone has a purpose.

Everything has it name.

So when there’s no one to blame,
And everything you know turns to shame.
Just remember my saying.
Everything had a purpose &
Everything has its name.
don’t give in.
Everything will be okay.
Theres no shame in asking for help
I did
And now look where I am
I swear it all gets better from here.
                                                                      Mikaila <3

Let me let go.
Set me freeAway from you.
Im not an xbox game you can play
Im a teenage girl.I cry, laugh, yell & sing.
im human.I have a heart,You can have it if you want.
But read the lable first,
It says its FRAGILE !
& easily broken.
Don’t take advantage of it.
Someone has before.
Im scared to let you have it.
So before you do,
Promise me its just me & you.
Forever.
              Mikaila <3

I have learned that fairytales aren’t true,
And that there isn’t no happy ending.
I wish I was with you
But no matter how hard I try,
Of how much I cry,
We will never be.Life isn’t fair
People lie & they die.
They don’t care,
They never will
Its over between us
It will never be the same
No matter how much I try.
I am not that strong, I never will be
But someone once told me
It sometimes shows your stronger
 when you walk away.
Then to stay.
So I just hope you don’t forget,
Us.
                        MIkaila <3

I woke up from the night before
The light hurts my eyes.
I’m wearing the same clothes as last night
My eyes are red & swollen

The world is spinning
Everything I do ends in disaster
He broke meI cant be fixed
People don’t understand what is happening
They think they know,
But no ! they don’t !
I want to redo time & start over
With you
But the past is the past

The Present is where I am

& all that I have is the future.
All hope is gone
My tears are shed
I cant take them back
No matter what is said.
I scream in my pillow on the endless nights.
Wishing for a new life

No one can save me now.
                                                MIkaila <3

I want you
I need you
You were my everything
We were best friends &
Now that’s over.
I miss you so much
It hurts.
My tears don’t show &
My smile wont crack,
In front of people
I hide my feelings

So no one will know.

You were my first love
& every time I see you I fall for you over again
I wish you loved me back
Instead of “her”
I promise I will change for you.
From now on,
Everything will be okay,
I promise <3
                                     Mikaila <3