All I need is
someone to call me beautiful
someone to actually care
someone who wont forget me
someone who will kiss me
someone who will be not only my boyfriend but my
bestfriend
Someone who will cuddle with me
and clam me down when im throwing a fit
who loves me for me
and doesent want to let me change who I am
someone that accepts that I'm a girl and i
like sweatpants
and messy buns
and no makeup
i just need this person in my life
I'm not scared
of...
Spiders
Snakes
Heights
Animals
Falling
Dying
Reptiles
Drowning
Small spaces
What i am scared of?
I'm terrified of falling in
love
of giving someone
everything I have
and everything I am
of telling them secrets no one else knows
and then having them totally break
my heart
And lead me on
and move on
while i cant
Im terrified of
falling.in.love
I
was reading a book today
and it got to a romantic
part
where the guy pushes the hair out of the girl's eyes
confesses his love for her
and pulls her in for a kiss.
I put the book down and cryed
and cryed
Why you might ask?
Cause I am seventeen
I never had a
boyfriend
or a first kiss
and im [scared]
so
so [scared]
i
never
will
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