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its simple, i'm simple
i'm just a girl; trying to find myself.
i'm just a girl; trying to find myself.
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done with love.
chapter three
Devin's POV
chapter three
Devin's POV
when it
started raining, i decided i should probably get inside.
starbucks was a few blocks down, and i rather go there and get
soaked, then go somewhere closer. i waited at the traffic light
to cross the street. i was looking for the best time to cross the
street, but in new york city, there were little chances for such
a small girl like me. i waited for the light to turn red, so the
cars would stop passing, and i could walk across. i looked to the
side of me, where a store had mirrors on display. i didnt notice
till i looked in a mirror that i was crying, and that my make up
was smearing. i turned back around ashamed at how i looked in the
mirror, and continued to watch cars pass by. from the left side i
saw a boy, with an umbrella walk towards me. i tried to wipe away
the black from under my eyes, but i was too late he was already
next to me. i kept looking forward, and i was sniffling. and then
out of nowhere he said
"hi, i'm Paker"
"hi," i said stiffly.
"here" he said and handed me his umbrella.
"hi, i'm Paker"
"hi," i said stiffly.
"here" he said and handed me his umbrella.
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chapter two
Devin's POV
chapter two
Devin's POV
The flashback of what happened an hour ago,
kept replaying in my mind. i wonder if it would always be such an
open wound.
Devin, can you come here? my mom callled from downstairs, "its time for dinner"
i clicked off Tim's wall; he was the guy i was currently crushing on .and i was crushing hard. he was the cutest boy ive ever seen, and all i wanted to do was talk to him once, if i could just talk to him once..."DEVIN!, now!" my dad called again impatiently.
my parents were in a bad mood recently. theyve been fighting non stop, but thats not abnormal. there used to be periods of my life, where they'd fight, but they'd always make up. theyd always be happy again. All my friends parents are divorced, except for mine. To them, we were the perfect family- and i pride myself with that, well i used to. i walk downstairs, towards the dinner table. they were already in the living room, sitting down. they room was tense and there was something off about the mood in the room. it wasnt hostility anymore, more like gloomy. i cautiously took a step towards the room, and they motioned for me to sit down. We said our prayer, but not holding hands, which was a tradition. i was the first one to grab the bread, surprised that it wasnt a fight. whenever mom made garlic bread me and my dad would fight to get the best peice, but not today. i was the first one to get some spaghetti too. actually, i was the only one to eat at all, but that wasnt for long. while i was slurping my spaghetti obnoxiously, to try to add some noise to the table, my mom put her hand over mine, and sighed.
"Devin," she whispered. i looked up from my spaghetti and saw that my dad was already standing up, by the kitchen door. he pulled his luggage out of the corner.
"What's going on? Is dad going on another business trip?" i asked excitedly. whenever my dad left, he'd always come back with something special for me. he'd always bring something unexpected, and unreplaceable.
my dad came over to me, and put his strong hand on my shoulder.
Devin, can you come here? my mom callled from downstairs, "its time for dinner"
i clicked off Tim's wall; he was the guy i was currently crushing on .and i was crushing hard. he was the cutest boy ive ever seen, and all i wanted to do was talk to him once, if i could just talk to him once..."DEVIN!, now!" my dad called again impatiently.
my parents were in a bad mood recently. theyve been fighting non stop, but thats not abnormal. there used to be periods of my life, where they'd fight, but they'd always make up. theyd always be happy again. All my friends parents are divorced, except for mine. To them, we were the perfect family- and i pride myself with that, well i used to. i walk downstairs, towards the dinner table. they were already in the living room, sitting down. they room was tense and there was something off about the mood in the room. it wasnt hostility anymore, more like gloomy. i cautiously took a step towards the room, and they motioned for me to sit down. We said our prayer, but not holding hands, which was a tradition. i was the first one to grab the bread, surprised that it wasnt a fight. whenever mom made garlic bread me and my dad would fight to get the best peice, but not today. i was the first one to get some spaghetti too. actually, i was the only one to eat at all, but that wasnt for long. while i was slurping my spaghetti obnoxiously, to try to add some noise to the table, my mom put her hand over mine, and sighed.
"Devin," she whispered. i looked up from my spaghetti and saw that my dad was already standing up, by the kitchen door. he pulled his luggage out of the corner.
"What's going on? Is dad going on another business trip?" i asked excitedly. whenever my dad left, he'd always come back with something special for me. he'd always bring something unexpected, and unreplaceable.
my dad came over to me, and put his strong hand on my shoulder.
they werent answering my
question, so i continued to ask more, "OH, are we all
going?" i asked seeing that there were actually many bags
packed. it looked like backage for the whole family to go, so i
asked "ohh! family vacation? im so excited! where are we
going?" i was getting nervous and i kept asking more and
more question, scared to hear the answer. "omg, are we
driving? or are we taking a plane? how come you guys never
tol-"
i was cut off by my mom, "honey listen. we're not all going. it's just your father." she said quietly and shakky. she looked up at my father, "rick?"
"Devin," he sighed "we're splitting up, we're getting a divorce."
i felt like my whole world was coming down on me. crashing down on me. why was this happeneing TO ME? i didnt know what to say, i looked at them with tears forming down my face.
"b-b-ut why?" i asked in between sobs.
"Sweetie," my mom said squeezing my hand, " its not you, it really isnt you"
i jerked my hand away, i was NOT gonna sit here and listen to them say its not my fault, and that they were still and always will love me, because that was bullshit, if they loved me they wouldnt be breaking up. i saw the door, and ran to it. i didnt look back.
thats why im here now.
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i was cut off by my mom, "honey listen. we're not all going. it's just your father." she said quietly and shakky. she looked up at my father, "rick?"
"Devin," he sighed "we're splitting up, we're getting a divorce."
i felt like my whole world was coming down on me. crashing down on me. why was this happeneing TO ME? i didnt know what to say, i looked at them with tears forming down my face.
"b-b-ut why?" i asked in between sobs.
"Sweetie," my mom said squeezing my hand, " its not you, it really isnt you"
i jerked my hand away, i was NOT gonna sit here and listen to them say its not my fault, and that they were still and always will love me, because that was bullshit, if they loved me they wouldnt be breaking up. i saw the door, and ran to it. i didnt look back.
thats why im here now.
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done with love.
chapter one
Devin's POV
chapter one
Devin's POV
I dont believe in love. Instead
of believing love as an emotion, I believe it's a chemical in
someones brain. Instead of seeing love as a beautiful and joyous
aspect of life, i think of it as an anchor, and a weakness. When
someone loves someone, she becomes dependent on that person for
her happiness. When you fall in love with someone, you somehow
give them the ability to break your heart, and chances are they
will. Now, some people call me bitter, but i call myself
realistic. love is bullshit. i learned that this morning, when my
parents told me they were getting a divorce. That's why i
walked out, and thats why im in central park, by myself, in the
rain. I'm Devin Jones i'm fifteen years old, homecoming
queen, straight A student, varsity club president , and i'm
done with love.
first legit story, tell me what you think !(: depending on reactions, i'll write more (:
first legit story, tell me what you think !(: depending on reactions, i'll write more (:
part
19
claire's POV
I picked up ALyssa at 7. it was a ten minute drive, and i didnt want to be the first one there. fashonably late, meant early for me. me and alyssa were blasting till the world ends by brittany spears. we pulled up to the party, and it was already going crazy. we danced into the front door. i was so excited because this is where i felt most comfortable. most of my friends were from Hobon. I ran up to Katilyn, Ben, and Sam. "HEYY!" i screamed over the music. we started dancing, and i was getting reallly into it. my pink skirt was riding up, and i had to constantly pull down my skirt. i started off just wearing a lose off the shoulder white belly shirt, but the house got so hot, i took it off, i was in a cami and skirt now. i walked outta of the family room and went to the kitchen. i wanted to get my fifth drink of the night. i was about to leave the kitchen, when Ben called my name. i turned around, and accidentally bumped into someone. My drink spilled all over my white cami. "crap' the guy said. i was looking at my shirt horrified that my pokadot bra was showing. "here" the guy saidd handing me napkins, i took them and dabbed at my shirt.
"claire?!" the guy said,
you have GOT to be kiddin me.
claire's POV
I picked up ALyssa at 7. it was a ten minute drive, and i didnt want to be the first one there. fashonably late, meant early for me. me and alyssa were blasting till the world ends by brittany spears. we pulled up to the party, and it was already going crazy. we danced into the front door. i was so excited because this is where i felt most comfortable. most of my friends were from Hobon. I ran up to Katilyn, Ben, and Sam. "HEYY!" i screamed over the music. we started dancing, and i was getting reallly into it. my pink skirt was riding up, and i had to constantly pull down my skirt. i started off just wearing a lose off the shoulder white belly shirt, but the house got so hot, i took it off, i was in a cami and skirt now. i walked outta of the family room and went to the kitchen. i wanted to get my fifth drink of the night. i was about to leave the kitchen, when Ben called my name. i turned around, and accidentally bumped into someone. My drink spilled all over my white cami. "crap' the guy said. i was looking at my shirt horrified that my pokadot bra was showing. "here" the guy saidd handing me napkins, i took them and dabbed at my shirt.
"claire?!" the guy said,
you have GOT to be kiddin me.
Part 18
Claire's pov
the next day, was saturday, and there was a party two towns over. i was actually excited for this one. I had all my homework and studying done in the car last night. i called that afternoon when i woke up. "Hey, theres a partyy in Hobon. wanna hit it up with me?"
"yeah, that sounds hot."
"okay, ill pick you up at 7."
i had time to kill, so i pullled out my books, just to get some extra studying, it was 4. 'Mao Zedong, was the communist leader of China. He tried many things..."
Josh's Pov
After the party, i drove everyone home. i was so tired, and i couldnt get Claire out of my head. I've seen her somewhere before, i just dont know. whatever, today, my friend from my old school invited me to a party on their side of town, Hobon. i was excited because i would get to hang out with my friends that i felt more comfortable with me. and i'd get my mind of Claire.
Claire's pov
the next day, was saturday, and there was a party two towns over. i was actually excited for this one. I had all my homework and studying done in the car last night. i called that afternoon when i woke up. "Hey, theres a partyy in Hobon. wanna hit it up with me?"
"yeah, that sounds hot."
"okay, ill pick you up at 7."
i had time to kill, so i pullled out my books, just to get some extra studying, it was 4. 'Mao Zedong, was the communist leader of China. He tried many things..."
Josh's Pov
After the party, i drove everyone home. i was so tired, and i couldnt get Claire out of my head. I've seen her somewhere before, i just dont know. whatever, today, my friend from my old school invited me to a party on their side of town, Hobon. i was excited because i would get to hang out with my friends that i felt more comfortable with me. and i'd get my mind of Claire.
Part 16
Claire's POv
"uhmm, can you leave? i snapped Josh. i was surprised that my voice sounded so confident. my heart was pumping, and my throat was dry. i couldnt even look up at him.
"oh. soorry. i was just looking for a bathroom... didnt mean to interrupt whoevers coming." Josh said. i could tell he was kinda offended, and he was stumbling over his words. he must be drunk.
my face softened, and looked up at him. he wasnt coming on to me, he was just drunk and lost. his face was all red.
"listen, i dont mean to come off as mean. i just really need to study" i sighed, this was completely against my nature, "do you need to sit down, how many drinks have you had? your face looks reallly red." For a second, he didnt say anything, and we were just staring at each other awkwardly.
" i havent drank anything. i'm completely sober."
i was completely embarrassed. i blushed and turned an even redder shade than he was. i cant believe he hadnt drank. it was his first night in a new town, why would you not want to forget about everything. whatever, i shook it off, he wasnt drunk or lost. Therefore, he needed to get lost... even though i think i felt like i could just stare at him for hours...awkward.
"well then can you go find a bathroom?" i said, trying to regain some dignity.
"what about that offer to sit down?" i rather do that" josh said moving towards the bed.
Claire's POv
"uhmm, can you leave? i snapped Josh. i was surprised that my voice sounded so confident. my heart was pumping, and my throat was dry. i couldnt even look up at him.
"oh. soorry. i was just looking for a bathroom... didnt mean to interrupt whoevers coming." Josh said. i could tell he was kinda offended, and he was stumbling over his words. he must be drunk.
my face softened, and looked up at him. he wasnt coming on to me, he was just drunk and lost. his face was all red.
"listen, i dont mean to come off as mean. i just really need to study" i sighed, this was completely against my nature, "do you need to sit down, how many drinks have you had? your face looks reallly red." For a second, he didnt say anything, and we were just staring at each other awkwardly.
" i havent drank anything. i'm completely sober."
i was completely embarrassed. i blushed and turned an even redder shade than he was. i cant believe he hadnt drank. it was his first night in a new town, why would you not want to forget about everything. whatever, i shook it off, he wasnt drunk or lost. Therefore, he needed to get lost... even though i think i felt like i could just stare at him for hours...awkward.
"well then can you go find a bathroom?" i said, trying to regain some dignity.
"what about that offer to sit down?" i rather do that" josh said moving towards the bed.
Part 13
Josh’s POV
I turned on the t.v while I got ready for Leonard to come. I put on a tshirt, right when Ronnie said, “It’s Tshirt time.” What a coincidence. I decided not to spike my hair. I didn’t really wanna hook up with anyone today. It was just a night to meet everyone, and see possible people to hook up with. Claire kept popping into my mind. Would she like the shirt I was wearing, if she was going? Would she like my cologne, if she was going? She was on my mind and I couldn’t get her off. Of course, I just wanted to get inside her pants. Too bad she was just another nerd. I closed my t.v. and walked downstairs. Leonard texted me saying he was here. I was ready to party.
Claire’s POV
Me and Taylor were hanging out a little bit before the party. There were a few people already there to pre game, which I thought was stupid. Why are you drinking, before the party? Whatever, I hated the people in my school. Especially Leonard. I walked towards the crowd, and turned around to find Lane. Where was she? When I turned around I hti a person, and knocked over their drink, onto mine. He reached over to my boobs to try to clean it. I backed up, and said, I got it. Leonard smiled at me, “Just let me, get it,” he emphasized each word. I pushed him off me, because he was starting to move into a kiss. I pushed him off, but then he tried grabbing my boobs. OK, that definitely was NOT ok. I slapped him, “don’t ever touch me again” I stormed off looking for Lane, and my boyfriend. Hoping that he didn’t see Leonard’s horrendous actions. Leonard screamed after me, “I KNOW YOU WANT ME,”
Josh’s POV
I turned on the t.v while I got ready for Leonard to come. I put on a tshirt, right when Ronnie said, “It’s Tshirt time.” What a coincidence. I decided not to spike my hair. I didn’t really wanna hook up with anyone today. It was just a night to meet everyone, and see possible people to hook up with. Claire kept popping into my mind. Would she like the shirt I was wearing, if she was going? Would she like my cologne, if she was going? She was on my mind and I couldn’t get her off. Of course, I just wanted to get inside her pants. Too bad she was just another nerd. I closed my t.v. and walked downstairs. Leonard texted me saying he was here. I was ready to party.
Claire’s POV
Me and Taylor were hanging out a little bit before the party. There were a few people already there to pre game, which I thought was stupid. Why are you drinking, before the party? Whatever, I hated the people in my school. Especially Leonard. I walked towards the crowd, and turned around to find Lane. Where was she? When I turned around I hti a person, and knocked over their drink, onto mine. He reached over to my boobs to try to clean it. I backed up, and said, I got it. Leonard smiled at me, “Just let me, get it,” he emphasized each word. I pushed him off me, because he was starting to move into a kiss. I pushed him off, but then he tried grabbing my boobs. OK, that definitely was NOT ok. I slapped him, “don’t ever touch me again” I stormed off looking for Lane, and my boyfriend. Hoping that he didn’t see Leonard’s horrendous actions. Leonard screamed after me, “I KNOW YOU WANT ME,”