Beautiful_Scars

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i may not be her
but i can love you more than she can♥

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Where were you
when everything was falling apart ♥

So this is my storyy
I fell in love with a guy
He made me feel like a princess
He liked me
And i liked him
Everyone knew how we felt about eachother
He would text me everyday
Call me beautiful
Sit with me on the bus
Help me in class
Tease me
Change his seat to sit next to me
He found an excuse to talk to me everyday
Other girls liked him too
They were super pretty girls that everyone liked
But he didn't care
He let the whole world know he liked me
That was until the day
One of the prettiest girls in our grade said she would date him
A week before he told me he was gonna ask me out
He told me he loved me
He even said we'd be in love forever
He said it in front of all his friends
I got my hopes up
After he asked out the pretty girl
My friends got scared to tell me
The pretty girl he asked out
Was one of my bestfriends
She didn't have the guts to tell me
I had to sit around and feel bad about myself
I missed himm
I'd never been so heartbroken in my life
They're still dating to this day
Weeks have passed
But not once has the love died
That day i didn't only lose him as a lover
I lost him as a bestfriend
And i lost my other bestfriend
I dont talk to him at all anymore
And its hard to talk to his girlfriend
Because it hurts to look at her
Knowing she ran off with the love of my life
I'll never be able to look at them the same ..

You cant let your past disappointments
cloud your judgement
- Jenna (Awkward)

I am Forever alone
♥  15 minutes ago · 5 likes · 20 Comments · See Friendship

nmf

He chose
A blonde hair
Blue eyes
Big boobed
Super skinny
Very popular
And captain of the cheerleading team girl

Over me who is
128 pounds
Brown frizzy hair
Small boobs
Brown eyes
Really smart
Popular by assosciation
and captain of the soccer team

No surprise he chose her
I would've chosen her to

 

I did it
I let the pain get the worst of me
and i juss gave in
64 days cut free
And its all ruined because of him
Why cant you see
I've always been here for you?

You call me ugly
But b*tch i juss took your boyfriend
 

Theres a reason i dont use makeup remover
My pain hides behind my makeup
And my tears wash it all away