Beautiful_mystery

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Joined: September 2, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 214833
Location: Wonderland
Gender: F
MY TEMPLES FOR THE CRAZY
My name is Alexi. I have been battling demons
ever since I was 8 years old. I am now 15. I fight
depression, social phobia/anxiety, and body dysphoria.
I am also bipolar and socially awkward. I am a self harmer.
I am currently living in Wonderland. Which probually means
more to me than it does to you.  Hell created me on April 4th. 
I am the most insecure person you'll ever meet. I made this
blog for people like me who are not alright. The quotes
can relate to my feelings and theirs.
Welcome to my twisted world.

Quotes by Beautiful_mystery



I'm senitive to the point
where if you
look at me strangely,
or dont look at me at all,
tell me to stop talking,
or dont talk to me at all,
dont respond to my text,
or ignore my call,
whether what you did
was an accident,
or you did it conciously,
It will change my mood
for the whole day
and my mind will be corrupted
for the whole night.


 
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depression







All I wanna do is sit down for

10 minutes and not worry

about a single. Dang. Thing.








 

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inspirational


It’s scary to find someone that makes you happy,
you start giving them all of your attention because
they’re what makes you forget everything bad that’s
going on in your life. They’re the first person you
want to talk to in the morning and the last on before
you sleep just so you can start and end your day with
a smile. It all sounds great to have that someone, but
it’s scary to think about how easily they could just leave
and take that happiness away too when they go.


 
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love







My entire life is just one big test to see if I'll commit suicide or homocide first.









 
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quote

You said you'd be here for me
but it's 3 am and I'm left alone
with my thoughts
and I fear that
they will soon
get the best
of me.








 
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lies


She wrote "lonely"
on her body
beacuse that's
what she was


and "ugly"
on her mirror
because that's
what she saw


But she never once
felt my lips writing
"perfect"
on every single
inch of her.



k.p.k

 
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adorable


"That smile could end wars and cure cancer"

 -John Green
 

 
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cute
        
     IF YOU

     DON'T 

     WANT A

     SARCASTIC

     ANSWER,

     DON'T ASK

     A STUPID

     QUESTION

 
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question

But a mermaid has no tears
therefor she suffers more.



 
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inspirational


"She was the type of girl god gives you young so you'll

know loss the rest of your life."

 
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love