Because_YOU_Forgot_ME

Take a breath and try to sleep. That's what I'm thinking but the voices cry "Pull the tube, pull it!"

 

When you wake up from coma and it's like a whole new world.
My sister is gone.
My brother is gone.
My dad is sober.
My dad has a fiance.
My life is turned around.

And they said I was dead,
but my legend lived on and brought me here today.

Somehow, It's magically
-Sky

How stubborn are these scars when they won't fade away?

death is so easy, its like a switch
that shuts off a blinding light,
leaving you in the peaceful dark.
-shortyac1357

i love you sky.

Goodbye is a new begining. Sometimes we make mistakes in life, some are forgiven; some not. But in the end, we just have to keep our heads up high and follow our heart. I just want some people to know some things. Ronnie, you're the best little brother ever. I don't care if you have a girls name, I love you. Please take care of dad and Micheala. Micheala, love you little sis, Mum and Nan are watching, and soon I'll be watching down with them. We will be waiting for you. Dad, you've been there watching from the sidelines. You never really stepped in and helped with me. I understand. I know that you love me. One night last week, you was drunk and you said "I really love my kids, ecspessially Sky. I wanna stop drinking for them" You thought that I was someone else. I love you too dad. Then there are my 2 witty friends. shortyac1357 and kittykatt. I love you both more than words could tell. Shorty, you staying up all night on th phone with me was amaing. I think I owe you some thanks. Please stay strong, for me? I'm moving on so that I can be happy. Don't cry, but don't forget me. Please, Amanda? I've heard you sing, you will go far. Kittykatt, or Sabrina as you told me you name was, Thanks for the inspiring comments, I'm sorry that I was never there for you. I've been caught up in my own little world for a while. To anyone reading this, I'm really sorry, I know that you all are gonna say stop, and tell me that I'm loved and things will get better, and I know that. I just don't like this. It's £530 per month for me to live. Thats about $650 I think. I'm not really that great at maths. I'm on so many meds that I can't live like this. It actually hurts to live. (I'm talkin American, best I can. sorry) I want you to know that I need to end things. It's like having a dog that can't move, thats missing limbs and is very ill; and keeping it alive. Put it out of its misery. I think that this note is long enough... I know that my life wasn't... But you know what? The next time you hear from me, I'll be singing with the angels. I'm watching down on all of you. Love you so much. I'm really scared right now, I've come to the point where I know that I'm ending it. I'm just shaking and you know what? I wanted to share this with you all. I wanted to let you know, beacuase we are a family. And families stick together.

I love you all.

Days pass, events take place, lives are lost and dreams acomplished; and we still find a way to go on. -shortyac1357

Stay strong and remember me.
Love you all-
Skylar

I've read through all the comments. Thanks I guess.
I'm just done my little sister has cancer. My dad is turning to alchol. My little brother is a copy of me.

I think that this time, I owe my life to
shortyac1357
she stayed on th phone with me until my family got home. she made me keep fighting. I have a mental disorder. I'm sick. The doctor even offered to put me out of this. I may have gotten caught last night, but tonigt will be a different story. Maybe, I'll let my brother come with me. Probably not, but I'm leaving forsure tonight. Love you all. -Skylar