BeeMYSunshine
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Fairytales? I think you mean bullshit.
Joined: October 9, 2011
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 225315
Gender: F
Joined: October 9, 2011
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 225315
Gender: F
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Those are real friends?
Hun, try again.
Hun, try again.
2012:
-stopped cutting
-had my dog die
- my grandma died
-my grandpa died
-my other grandpa died
-my friend tried to kill himself, almost didnt make it
-started cutting again
-stopped smoking
-told my mom im bisexual
- lost my bestfriend
-started smoking again
-started cutting again
-had my first real boyfriend
-got my cuts kissed^
-found out my boyfriend was in love with my sister
-showed my therapist my cuts
-went to a rave
-worked at a haunted house
-got a call from my ex when he got out of jail
-wrote ^him letters from a mental hospital
-tried to kill myself
-went camping
-found out my grandma died
-went to ^her funeraul
-saw my grandpa for the last time
-painted my first painting
-had my first kiss under the mistletoe
-read my first comic book
-saw everyones true colors
-bought my first sweater
-lost my virginity
-switched highscools
-shaved half my head
- burned all my bad memories in a fire place at 12:01 (jan, 1st)
-stopped cutting
-had my dog die
- my grandma died
-my grandpa died
-my other grandpa died
-my friend tried to kill himself, almost didnt make it
-started cutting again
-stopped smoking
-told my mom im bisexual
- lost my bestfriend
-started smoking again
-started cutting again
-had my first real boyfriend
-got my cuts kissed^
-found out my boyfriend was in love with my sister
-showed my therapist my cuts
-went to a rave
-worked at a haunted house
-got a call from my ex when he got out of jail
-wrote ^him letters from a mental hospital
-tried to kill myself
-went camping
-found out my grandma died
-went to ^her funeraul
-saw my grandpa for the last time
-painted my first painting
-had my first kiss under the mistletoe
-read my first comic book
-saw everyones true colors
-bought my first sweater
-lost my virginity
-switched highscools
-shaved half my head
- burned all my bad memories in a fire place at 12:01 (jan, 1st)
"So, what happened? Did she kill herself?"
"ya."
"ya."
...and now im the weird one
He taught me that everything
will be okay. Always, no matter what, everything will work out
fine, and I will make it through to the end. But theres one
problem...
I dont want my everything to be okay, without him.
I dont want my everything to be okay, without him.
Face to face
Skin touching
Lips locked together
Hips pressed against eachother
And in that moment I knew,
All I ever wanted, was standing right infront of me.
Skin touching
Lips locked together
Hips pressed against eachother
And in that moment I knew,
All I ever wanted, was standing right infront of me.
-no Im just tired.
-then sleep.
-all I ever do is sleep.
"Every one hates you, You are sick. You are fat, ugly, and stupid. you are a wh*re. You are a whale. Nobody likes you. you are a b*tch. Just kill yourself, it doesnt matter. no one will care. your parents are dissapointed in you. your friends all secretly hate you. thats right, your just tired, your always tired. dont worry about me, im fine. Im not hungry, I already ate. My cat did it! It was the dog. He doesnt like you, none of them like you. they all secretly hate you. they are all looking at you. you look ugly, he doesnt like you because of your thighs, your hair isnt good enough. even he thinks your annoying. You dont have anxiety, you dont, you dont, you dont. Your fine."
The voices wont shut up.
-then sleep.
-all I ever do is sleep.
"Every one hates you, You are sick. You are fat, ugly, and stupid. you are a wh*re. You are a whale. Nobody likes you. you are a b*tch. Just kill yourself, it doesnt matter. no one will care. your parents are dissapointed in you. your friends all secretly hate you. thats right, your just tired, your always tired. dont worry about me, im fine. Im not hungry, I already ate. My cat did it! It was the dog. He doesnt like you, none of them like you. they all secretly hate you. they are all looking at you. you look ugly, he doesnt like you because of your thighs, your hair isnt good enough. even he thinks your annoying. You dont have anxiety, you dont, you dont, you dont. Your fine."
The voices wont shut up.
Everyone wonders why I want to work all night at this haunted
house, the hours are awful, and i dont get paid, and i work outside
in the cold all night, rain or shine, or hail, or snow lol but no
one understand that I made a family there. I love everyone that
works there, because I dont feel like an outcast, they are all just
like me. I can say what I want freely and everyone agrees or
atleast respects my opinon i just love it there. and next saturday
is my last night. and im so upset because I know I will never find
a place were im soo happy.
Smoked cigarettes for 2 years, quit for 3 months, broke down last
night and smoked. :/
That horrible moment
When your own mom tells you that everyone hates you because you are a bad person.
Thats when you know you truley hate yourself.
Thanks mom.
When your own mom tells you that everyone hates you because you are a bad person.
Thats when you know you truley hate yourself.
Thanks mom.