BeeMYSunshine

Thanks.. :) you are a pretty little thing yourself hun. c: chin up you're beautiful. <3

You're welcome and aw, thank you so much! It means a lot c:

Last seen 5 months ago. that makes me sick.

should I tell my mom?! what do I do?!?! :(

Tell your mom what you want to tell her...but the truth would be good. She can help you. And it'd be good to talk to her about something. It might help your relationship with her

well I dont even know what it is, but for some reason this one thing has just made me realize how much I hate life and just suck at it honestly. but I go to online school and ive been cheating on all my work, and they are going to find out and they have been sending me emails telling me just to confess and my mom is freaking out and I dont know what to do cause Im going to get expelled and my mom will hate me and we already dont get along and im freaking out and Idk I guess im just depressed and scared. cause honestly, I hate life.

Don't hate life. There are so many beautiful things. You just gotta look past the hurt. And I would stop cheating on the work if I were you because they always find out someway or another. But your mom won't hate you even if you don't get along, and don't be scared its all gonna be ok

Are you not going to continue writing?! :( please finish. you have so many supporters.

it is all cool and that is SOO Cute <3 hehe

uh did you see her quote? and her calling me a whale infront of the whole class? I refused to eat for like a week. no one gave a sh*t. and she blocked me from commenting, so i just replied in quote form.

Id love to tell him, but Im too scared too. I could never tell him im to scared to lose him as a friend, if we fight, and i lose him, I wont know what to do.

Thanks sweetie, It really means alot, Im just super stressed, cause like, me and my mom arnt talking, and shes making me quit my job, that I love because of all the people there, and the boy Ive had a crush on since the day I saw him works there, and I wouldnt dare ever tell him, and uh its all a mess.

Witty changed, thank you so much for the support, but you wouldnt understand unless you are a smoker, I know smoking is awful, and deadly, but if im this stressed with out it, id rather be dead.

Im not a dumb c*nt. Its not my fault im a monster. you had the chance to save me, and tell me how bad I was, before it was too late. but no one told me. Its not my fault. so why did you all have to hate me for it

oh god. you always manage to take my breath away when I least expect it. hi c:

Im scared to ask for help, Im scared Ill be judged. Im to scared to ask for pills or even to talk to people about it. this is the only place I feel Semi comfortable and not even totally. Like I re read my quotes so many times then delete them if I dont think they are good enough.

So do I.. Ive denied the fact that I have anxiety for the longest time, but looking up symptoms made me realize I do have anxiety. bad... there were maybe 10 out of 100 symptoms that I dont have daily.

then dont. why are you so rude.. Why cant you just stop commenting? or simply ignore the quote. LEAVE ME ALONE.

And by the way, I like ducks too.

But I dont have lunch with you, or any classes. so, no Zach. :( blahhhhhh

I love you too bruh..

D: thanks for the save ill change it haha

Okay so, I was on the bus going downtown, and a man got on and sat next to me. He looked rugged, and skinny. he had longish curly red hair, and was wearing torn mix match cothing. He had a guitar around his neck and a skateboard in his hands. he was wearing converse that wear worn down so much tht they were ducttaped to his feet. I looked at him and asked if he would play me a song. He said, not for free. and didnt even look at me, just had a rude look on his face. we sat in silence for a few minutes. then he started to sing, quietly, to himself, but I could hear him. I let him sing, he had an angelic voice by the way, and then I asked what he was singing. he started to tell me about how he writes songs, and how hes traveled the world, and hes trying to get enough money to get home. I looked at his braclet on his arm, I asked if he would give it to me for 5 bucks. He said no, it was from south Africa. jokingly he suggested that I go south africa with him. we laughed about the thought for a while. we had an amazing conversation about travling and exploring the world, and life. living life. but he didnt smile once. I had 200 dollars when I got on the bus to go downtown. I pulled out 160 dollars, took his hand, kissed his cheek and put the money in his hand, he smiled. he was speechless. I said, ill see you in south africa. you can play me a song when I see you there okay? and then I ran off the bus before he could catch me. I like to see people smile. I really do. and that made my day. Id do anything to see that gorgeous man again.