i feel like the biggest idiot.
i had a go at him for a silly reason.
it was probably the worst mistake in my life.
i bet i've lost him for good now.
life will suck without him.
when I'm around
him I get all nervous, I play
with my hair, I blush, I try not to make how I feel to
obvious, even though ht already knows how I feel,
sometimes I'm just plain
speechless.
i just want to talk to him
i want to see his amazing face
his beautiful big brown eyes i love
his brilliant joyful smile
his incredible laugh.
& want his girlfriend out of the picture.
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